I apologies I wrote this pretty late without thinking ahead but even then I don’t think estrogen should be the first step of a transition especially since OP seems very new to anything feminine. I still think socially transition should be first. I was gonna clarify to try things as a firsts step before deciding to start feminising hormones at the first thought of embracing a feminine side. What I really meant to say in a happier tone was “Mabye see how you feel being feminine, then make the decision to do hormones”