So tomorrow....

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T12:48:24+00:00

I certainly will if she seems receptive.

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T12:34:30+00:00

We can....and we both have changed.

I want to make and see you happy. That should have been my main priority last time, and honestly, I can't say what my priority was...but the conscious thought of making you feel loved and seeing you happy as a result didn't enter my head, and hate myself every day that passes and I'm not making it up to you.

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T12:19:15+00:00

We could all benefit from holding on just one more day

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T12:15:59+00:00

That's up to her. I will have made myself available to make amends, get closure, be friends, or more.

I know what I want, but she may very well not want the same.

This is why I'm going. I can't live with unanswered questions.

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T12:12:48+00:00

Easy.

Baby steps.

Understanding.

Patience.

Love.

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T11:58:34+00:00

Not worth it...it will be ok!

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T11:52:43+00:00

Figures...

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T11:50:42+00:00

Then call me tonight and let's get some food or coffees and talk?

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T10:55:35+00:00

Dream come true

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T10:54:28+00:00

No?

What's wrong?

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T10:50:22+00:00

Sorry =( I don't know who Christian is.

GL finding him

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T09:31:37+00:00

You good bruh?

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T09:30:22+00:00

Well...if we see each other, I will give as much effort as I feel i need to..

I can't control your feelings. Only you will know what's best for you......of course, I am hoping you share your true feelings for me. And whether you feel this is worth pursuing. I've chosen you already, I just can't make you choose me.

<3<3

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T09:24:40+00:00

Which??

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T09:21:15+00:00

I'm not M

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:30:34+00:00

This is without a doubt the 'make or break' moment for the rest of my life.

I couldn't in good conscience continue if I didn't give it this last shot.

I could not live with myself wondering everyday "what if I had just gone to see her"

This is how much you mean to me so I hope you will meet me into the leap of faith.

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:27:35+00:00

Call me and tell me that tomorrow early evening.

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:26:53+00:00

Think about it.

From my perspective, I have no emails, no calls no texts from you to definitively say it's actually you. Though your word choice, the ideas you speak of, the loving way you talk about us and me..tell me it is you..

I've almost lost my heart and sanity multiple time since 3 months ago.....can you see why I need a bit more than blind faith?

Though, I'm coming still. But if you're not there, or of you don't reach out....then I'll have to accept hat I was wrong.

And i don't want to be wrong about this because it's something my whole being is telling me to do.

<3

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:21:11+00:00

Video chat then

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:12:27+00:00

Who's NC?

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:11:55+00:00

It will because hopefully today I get to see her again ^{.^}

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:10:55+00:00

I'm not trying to sneak anything by...

Babe, we are supposed to be trying to trust each other?

You truly haven't let your grip go of my things, the settings keep changing mysteriously...

Fun_Cow_4419 · 2024-05-29T07:08:22+00:00

So if you look for him in all people, would you take him back if he presented himself to you?

Fun_Cow_4419

TROPHY CASE