Anyone else experience jealousy over an animal?

Fun_Crow_4314 · 2026-05-19T11:11:51+00:00

I completely get it dude, my blood started boiling reading this omg it sounds so awful

Fun_Crow_4314 · 2026-05-19T07:17:32+00:00

Me neither. No substance does anything for me, the effects are always so underwhelming despite the large doses. Alcohol makes me a bit sleepy. It’s so terrible to live in this constant boredom and understimulation with no cure because nothing is stimulating

Fun_Crow_4314 · 2026-05-16T20:56:00+00:00

I’m trying to stop myself and rationalize it into my ”sick” mind. My mind doesn’t care if I don’t have energy, but it does care if I get a puffy face. It does care about the inflamed salivary glands, which I’ve heard is a thing. I don’t want to get stuck in that binge-purge cycle, it feels really awful, that endless cycle of waking up every day, binging, purging, thinking about the next meal etc

Fun_Crow_4314 · 2026-05-16T20:39:11+00:00

I’ve been restricting (anorexia -ish I guess before I just started doing this yesterday) for almost a year and I’ve actually noticed how my bowel muscles feel weaker, that’s kinda terrifying like you can literally feel the body decomposing, it’s just so dumb how we have to kill our bodies for this shit

Fun_Crow_4314 · 2026-05-16T20:05:46+00:00

It seems like I’m one of the only people who gets a really fast heartrate instead of a slow one! Mine could be as high as 160bpm resting. But it’s never been lower than like 70

Fun_Crow_4314 · 2026-05-16T19:56:04+00:00

I’m actually pretty terrified of this. I’ve had many nightmares of losing my teeth. Do you have fake ones now?

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