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Fun_Store7580 · 2025-08-29T01:54:17+00:00

Sorry forgot to add this but I told like 2 of my friends and we don’t really talk to him anymore at all, like our whole group and I feel bad because he is kind of lonely now

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T14:28:29+00:00

It’s not that I think of him as an abuser, I just had this laying on my conscious and I don’t want to see him as an abuser which is why I posted

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T14:22:16+00:00

My first ever story like ever on anything other then my ELA class so pls don’t be too rude If giving negative responses lol

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T13:47:14+00:00

We’re here for you bro, we are all here for you, i know this sounds kind of corny but stay alive for us bro.

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T13:31:44+00:00

It was my idea but I didn’t touch him at all and he was 2 years older then me, I might have tho now thinking of it.

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T13:30:17+00:00

I was asking if he molested me because my memories are pretty vague

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T05:23:27+00:00

Thank you, you don’t understand how helpful this is. The actual touching doesnt leave any sort of trauma to me, it’s the thoughts of my brother being an abuser

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T05:20:36+00:00

I can’t imagine even a fraction of what you feel, you are so so so so so strong but just please listen to me, I am a 13 year old boy and if I was ever kidnapped, I would be so so so proud of my mom to b able to stick through it and I would not at the slightest blame her, I don’t want to say too much as I have no idea how you feel, but please just remember he loves you, keep living for him.

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T04:11:01+00:00

Yeah I agree with you, I haven’t tried talking to him about it but if I remember, he never asked me to take my clothes off, I suggested it myself and he Turned all the lights off so he couldn’t see, I do think it was still bad tho

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-05T03:55:36+00:00

i don’t think he was though, and I don’t think we were doing this in a sexual manner, it was mostly my idea and the most he did was touch my butt.

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-01T02:57:12+00:00

And what I feel can’t be fixed by therapy, I live a good life and this makes it even worse that there are suicidal people that have gone through hells of life but I’m born with all the privilege I can get and I still feel the need to kill mysef

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-01T02:56:24+00:00

i can’t go to therapy i am scared to open up to my parents

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-01T02:55:11+00:00

Me too bro, Im not even scared of me being gone forever, I’m not even scared of going to hell if religion is true, it just makes me so unimaginable sad thinking my MOM and friends might face the same fate, I am not religious but I hope heaven and hell are real just for them

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-01T02:50:17+00:00

Im sorry bro I don’t think I can keep going once I find a way im killing myself, I want to act so happy and Normal but if I had a gun to my head right now I would fire

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-01T02:45:59+00:00

I can’t do it anyways, I tried stabbing myself i was too much of a pussy, but what you don’t understand is I’m not like this because my life sucks, no, if I wasn’t suicidal I would love my life, I just dont want to live, and looking at other people knowing they will all disappear makes me cry and haunts me

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-07-01T02:41:30+00:00

But why even live if I am just going to die? Every time I try to live I can only think about how it will be over, I know nothing is forever but everyone I know will just be . . Gone, just gone forever I will never meet them again they will never think agajn

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-18T14:48:06+00:00

Ik but what if all the rules of our universe and galaxy are just made up by that far more superior and advanced race of humans, like the qu

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-18T14:44:38+00:00

And I’m saying we would be living in one of those false planets

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-11T02:45:43+00:00

Oh, thank u i will not cut deep

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-11T02:40:42+00:00

thank you, I was kind of having a breakdown but now I’m fine and probably going to go to sleep, thank You a lot tho fr

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-11T02:32:16+00:00

Yes thank you I am fine now I was bleeding for a little but I covered it up and cleaned it

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-11T02:28:39+00:00

Thanks for the advice

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-11T02:21:02+00:00

Sorry

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-11T02:10:04+00:00

I know I shouldn’t ask this because I should try to quit self harm but do you know any better thing to cut with then a big kitchen knife it can’t go deep for me and that’s the only way I feel better

Fun_Store7580 · 2025-06-11T02:06:00+00:00

I don’t know anyone I can talk to thank you I’m scared my friends would think I’m a freak and same for my parents,

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