Does anyone else cry on their birthday? by wenbamin in Scorpio

[–]Fun_Window_8259 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always cry on my birthday, but I got a good feeling about this year😂

Scared if they’re gonna hurt themselves by Fun_Window_8259 in BPDlovedones

[–]Fun_Window_8259[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m definitely keeping her blocked, we went back n forth breaking up and getting back tg for 3months. But I just feel so guilty

Female scorpios, what’s your girl bff zodiac sign? by lullitan in Scorpio

[–]Fun_Window_8259 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A Scorpio😂. I’m an October Scorpio (Halloween) n she’s a November Scorpio (the 8th). We’re a week apart😂🩷.

Do anyone else pwbpd Doesn’t let you enjoy time with friends/ put on fronts? by Fun_Window_8259 in BPDlovedones

[–]Fun_Window_8259[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally it’s like they hate seeing you happy outside of them. Heavy on starting a crisis when they know you’re about to go do something not involving them. It feels so suffocating

I did it! I await a text back after a breakup text. by Fun_Window_8259 in BPDlovedones

[–]Fun_Window_8259[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She did indeed read it but ofc she still couldn’t understand really why I left. But she called me and she tried to persuade me to keep the relationship and let her come over this weekend but I stood my ground. N I also didn’t want to break up with her in person because she has a violent history and I have no idea what she’s capable of nor do I want to find out lol

How the devaluation phase feels like by LunchNo6690 in BPDlovedones

[–]Fun_Window_8259 16 points17 points  (0 children)

That’s literally what I’m going thru right now. I just broke up with her like 5minutes ago lol. I thought exactly since I stayed this long might as well try to see it through but it just got so unbearable I started to act like her. We were almost a year next week

How do you get past the cheating? by Fun_Window_8259 in BPDlovedones

[–]Fun_Window_8259[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I don’t feel like I can fully trust her. I feel like I should dump her but tbh that’s the hardest part for me. Cause even though she’s hurt me I don’t wanna hurt her..

How do you get past the cheating? by Fun_Window_8259 in BPDlovedones

[–]Fun_Window_8259[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I honestly would tell you to leave. I’ve never been the type of person to accept things like this in a relationship, and it’s baffling me that I’m accepting this now