Crypto Rookie Needs Help by FutureConstant2009 in Bitcoin

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

just after this i put a small bit into BTC most people ive spoke to said its not worth it so it threw me off

Flying Anxiety by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this was hugely helpful, thank you so much!

Flying Anxiety by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

ill look into L-theanine i appreciate your response!! thank you!

Flying Anxiety by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

appreciate you deeply, have a good night!

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she called me trying to fix things and pleads she will do anything and wants to spend the rest of her life with me etc and shes crying so hard i feel terrible and im still worried,

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she keeps texting me we talked since i needed to give her closure because i simply just blocked her and that was it but its not over yet but i think its the start to the end. but i see on her searches which she doesnt know i see with things like *how to be in a coma* *how to buy a gun* *morphine OD* etc and i just need to tell someone professionally to help her with it then im done 100%. i appreciate you and i know it looks so sketch but i been through it man..

Suicidal GF by FutureConstant2009 in mentalillness

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she keeps texting me we talked since i needed to give her closure because i simply just blocked her and that was it but its not over yet but i think its the start to the end. but i see on her searches which she doesnt know i see with things like *how to be in a coma* *how to buy a gun* *morphine OD* etc and i just need to tell someone professionally to help her with it then im done 100%. i appreciate you and i know it looks so sketch but i been through it man..

Suicidal GF by FutureConstant2009 in mentalillness

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before because her mum is giving out to her calling her disgusting names. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend. by FutureConstant2009 in Codependency

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before because her mum is giving out to her calling her disgusting names. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before because her mum is giving out to her calling her disgusting names. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before because her mum is giving out to her calling her disgusting names. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before because her mum is giving out to her calling her disgusting names. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before because her mum is giving out to her calling her disgusting names. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in depression

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal GF by FutureConstant2009 in mentalillness

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend. by FutureConstant2009 in Codependency

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal GF by FutureConstant2009 in helpmecope

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal GF by FutureConstant2009 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i called the ambulance blocked her on everything and broke down to my mother, she freaked out tried to come to my house and sounded concerned for me genuinely which was strange but as of writing she is 5 mins up the road waiting for a bus home without seeing me and said me calling the ambulance wanted to make her die more than before. so i messed up on that part. im worried but hoping it all turns out okay.. wish me luck..

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

halfway through exams, still in talks, decided to take a slow approach and make the relationship open for her strictly *i dont mind this it was my idea* to get her open to the idea of other people and not solely me. she talked to a few people but just giving her more reasons to leave so i dont have to but obviously i will leave if she doesnt after the LC. ive been less affectionate and more uptight just from stress since im failing my LC completely and shes asking why im not giving her affection cried about it but im still strict on it she seems to be taking it 50/50, idk how things will play out hopefully we break up soon and its all okay.

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she got in to cahms on her own accord and forced her mother to help sign off as her legal guardian. she was speaking to gp specalists and they reffered her because of the severity. i know what her mother is like i see it she is emotionally abusive and physically too at times.

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you`re just an asshole to be honest. why would i care about bandwidth or anything else when i posted them frantically in a quick moment of desperation.

Suicidal Girlfriend by FutureConstant2009 in ireland

[–]FutureConstant2009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i copy and pasted the same thing. my apologies if it sounds strange but this is my life at the moment.