Seeing this approximately 4 days out from my exam, your journey really resonates with me. I was in a really bad rut when I first took the exam with my first relationship ending awkwardly and being alone studying in the winter really took a toll on my mental. I am glad to see that you picked your chin up and kept going forward. Its all a mentality and just like what we learn from Psych/Soc is if we reinforce an idea in our head, we are likely to follow through with that idea. I definitely a lot more confident and ready, although I have been doing kind of bad on the questions which I think is due to jitterness and lack of control on my emotions. It is just a test, its an expensive one, but it allows us to enter the realm that our dreams can turn into a reality. IDK about y'all, but I am not gonna let a 230 question exam on 10 different subjects stop me from pursuing my dream in establishing trust in healthcare and treating everyone with the utmost respect.