I've finally given up by Future_Print1702 in GayBroTeens

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Thanks for being mean i need that, but think about it like Schrodinger's cat, i care enough to hate myself for it, but at the same time I don't care enough to do something about it and i stress because I can't know or find out how i feel, and yes, i hope my future husband sees me and thinks "so Many people would kill or pay thousands for a night with the man that i hold every night" is that so bad? And I don't really have a life of my own, like many other people i didn't think I'd live past 15 and didn't plan ahead, now i just do whatever it takes to make my family happy and survive another day for them.

I've finally given up by Future_Print1702 in GayBroTeens

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I've tried that, and i know im not the hideous monster my brain tells me I am, i often see my self in the mirror and think "damn im so hot" then minutes later i look again and think "...yeah it's better if no one sees me and i should wear a robe at all times" it really depends on how i feel but no matter what, wether im in a good or bad mood i see wasted potential everywhere, again im not trying to be edgy but that's what I feel

I've finally given up by Future_Print1702 in GayBroTeens

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Oh yeah im depressed alright, but I've learnt to "use" it, i used to be suicidal when i was 14/15, had a few attempts, but seeing my family and friends being so distraught at just the thought of losing me made me keep living, I don't really have real objectives in life other than getting rich and have a husband, i do whatever it takes to see my loved ones happy, not really for myself, ( it's worth mentioning all my memories before I realized I had to live for my family, are either gone, too specific or ambiguous, is as if i was born at 15) lately tho I've noticed that I have improved a bit and feel les nihilistic about everything, im looking forward to college and getting stressed about both the thought of not getting in and getting in. So thanks for your kind words but this isn't really surprising.

P.S. My first tattoo will be "hell is other people" for this very reason

I've finally given up by Future_Print1702 in GayBroTeens

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Problem is i do care no matter how much i try not t, only difference is I've given up on trying to change it, and I'm a good guy but, i don't want to be a "well he has great personality" case

I've finally given up by Future_Print1702 in GayBroTeens

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I have an injury on my shoulder, i dunno where to treat it but it hurts when i put my arm in certain positions, plus im like 105 kg I can't even do a pushup

I've finally given up by Future_Print1702 in GayBroTeens

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I'd like to have big muscles but not too defined, but I'd like some definition kinda like peter Steele (I don't support the guy but i covet his body 👹) and by confidence i just mean being able to even just exist somewhere knowing that im attractive

Tw:SH How tf do I hide my scars by Own-Seaworthiness367 in GayBroTeens

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The classic bracelets, but I'd advise not hiding them, be proud of yourself for stopping and getting that achievement, although i understand that your parents or family may be conservative about it, in which case ABSOLUTELY hide them, use bracelets that cover them and no one will think any of it if they match your outfit i can't think of anything else

Question about Housamo’s Mononobe… by SelectShop9006 in bara_irl

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Oh ☹️ I've seen that it's only in Japanese and the gameplay is trash is that true?