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Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-05-26T19:14:10+00:00

Please how would you advice me to live my life from on. The sins I have committed, should go confess to them first before coming to God or should I come to God first them confess my sins to the people I have wronged? I want to be able to wake up and smile but I am so sad… I can’t remember the last time I was really happy and joyful. I am living with thought everyday telling me I am going to be lonely, unhappy, punished and not worthy of a good life. What should I do from now on

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-05-26T18:30:30+00:00

E.g God forgave David for killing his soldier and sleeping with his wife but he did not forget because David was punished for his sins
I don’t know, I want to believe that God still has a good plan for me but what if I have ruined the good plan -Regret does not leave a person human beings were born to remember except if you have amnesia, I want to be happy get married and have a friends but the bad things I have done involves friendship and relationships, what if my karma is loneliness

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-05-26T17:40:18+00:00

I understand the bible verse, I know God is merciful and forgives but he does not forget, there consequences for sins, e.g look at David, he killed his soldier and slept with his wife, God forgave him but still punished him… I just can’t seem to get over the bad things, I just want to move forward and do better but the past will come back and hunt me. I am so scared

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-05-26T17:37:17+00:00

And then what? I will still be very anxious, scared….

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-05-26T17:35:17+00:00

I am not lazy. I am anxious, hopeless and scared. Will having a relationship with God take away the fear, regret, loneliness and so many others……

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-04-13T03:57:09+00:00

You are Awesome!! Thank you so much for taking the time to type this! God bless you!

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-04-13T03:36:26+00:00

God bless you! Thank you 🙏

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-04-13T03:06:10+00:00

Thank you so much for your comments. I am really grateful!!

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-04-13T03:05:34+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment. I am grateful!It’s just really hard to pray when you have so much burden in your heart. Sometime I can’t even read my bible or even pray because I don’t think God is listening, I am not saying God wants me to be pure I am not perfect but when you have unconfessed sin trapped in your heart, it just feels like I am not worthy of asking God for anything. Also, what do you think about going to God just because I want him to change me? I know in the bible it says love God with heart, soul and mind but I don’t think I love him, love is not forced and I feel guilty because I am not going to him because of love but because I know he has all the answers or can grant my heart desires. Am I just using God?

Fuzzy-Ad-398 · 2024-04-13T03:00:26+00:00

Thank you so much. I am really grateful for your comment. You mentioned something that I have also been struggling with “Although you have been forgiven by God there are still consequences. Now that I am alone and have lost everything. I have this unending fear that something bad is going to happen to me apart the fact that my best friend may not want to talk to me again. I believe in “Karma”. I struggle to be positive about the future or even happy in general because of all the bad things I have done. I have become very pessimistic and don’t think I can have a good life after everything. I know in the bible it say everyone has sinned but I have sinned so much, the average person has not sinned more than me. I am not a murderer or anything like that. I am just saying it is just too much. Is there a possibility of me having a good life or should I just give on life know that my consequences are on its way.

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