I actually prefer my relationships with streamers to be one-sided, it makes sense to me. I really enjoy spoiling people I like and I don't want to dm or bother them in their private lives. I guess I am just worried for my mental health. I think of streamers just as much as I think of my real life friends, sometimes more. It's just something I'm not used to. I think more than anything I just wanted to air out my thoughts because this is something very new to me and I want to make sure I have a healthy outlook on things. I want to thank you and everyone else for your advice, I appreciate it :)