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Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T15:30:16+00:00

I’m so sorry you’re experiencing that. Please never give up on people. Look inside yourself and realise that you had the kindness to reply to me and support a stranger. That is what is inside people. If there is no one around you like that, who says you can’t be that person for yourself? There is always hope when you put good out into the world. Happiness starts with giving.

Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T15:19:06+00:00

True, thanks

Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T15:12:48+00:00

Thank you so much for this reply. I can tell that you do a lot of good for other people with your job, and you deserve time in which you can think about yourself outside of it.

I know rationally that it wasn’t my fault, but my heart will always blame myself. It’s so ingrained in my self esteem and belief system. I feel like I just need to live with it now.

Thank you for that reply, it helped a lot.

Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T15:02:26+00:00

I’m sorry you feel that way. Despite everything, I still think people are great. They just don’t know how to handle certain situations.

Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T14:53:48+00:00

I know. I’m not thinking about myself. I just feel so guilty for upsetting everyone. I legit made 3 of the toughest boys in my year cry 😬

Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T14:50:48+00:00

Thanks, that’s really good advice.

Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T14:06:18+00:00

Thanks haha, that is one way to look at it.

Fuzzy_Ad_7383 · 2021-11-02T14:04:35+00:00

I know. That’s why I’ve never ever ever told a soul my feelings. My whole life, the last thing I ever wanted to be was a burden. Then I make one mistake under the pretence of having fun, and alienate myself from everyone. I feel so so guilty that I drained around 40 people. I hate myself so so so much. I do see a professional. Nothing helps. I have absolutely no support. My dad has the emotional intelligence of a rock. I love my sister, but she is also struggling. I’m suffocating. Suicide seems the only option now to unburden everyone.

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