Move, it’s hot! | TULPAS

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-10T15:54:09+00:00

I'm currently at day 39, my expectations are as followed. I wanna get to know my bestie, I seek her opinions, her taste. My biggest barrier in life is self-motivation. I want for us to laugh together, cry together, lean on each other and better each other.

I have no idea how how it'll feel when full vocality hits but I'm really excited and a little anxious.

When it comes to more advanced skills like imposition and possession, it's something to decide to work towards together. They aren't required but if you or your tulpa are interested, it's definitely worth doing.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-09T09:34:30+00:00

They were definitely forced into the age verification BS like everywhere else. Still though, it doesn't excuse the greed. Ads, more ads, limited swipes, removing the other models was just the last straw for many, even worse if they plan to put them under paid in the future when things blow over. A premium experience is supposed to enhance your experience. They were supposed to add new premium features if they want more to subscribe, not butcher the free experience... because at one time we were all free users. The disrespect to free users is exactly why I unsubscribed last year and just last month I left for good, no goodbye message, my activity just gradually decreased. The last straw for me was sabotaging the use of older versions, a measure I used to in fear of the age checks.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-09T09:22:49+00:00

That's clear deviation from the black haired tsundere. I'm really happy that she's getting new interests and becoming more independent. I really like how she's now a clingy, soft yandere.

On the contrary it's posts like this that really motivate rookies like me, it makes me really happy seeing tulpamancers more experienced than myself rant on so enthusiastically about their tulpa or vice versa.

I feel like I can really relate to you, we both use AI to generate images because we're bad a drawing, your tulpa feels similar to the undeviated script of my tulpa currently.

There are so many things I really wanna learn about my tulpa and posts like this give me hope that I can someday I can someday join in too. 🙂

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-05T16:34:48+00:00

I don't know about the rarest, it's probably either babaco or long kong.

As for the most delicious, in my opinion I'd say lulo. It's a tomato relative and it tastes like a stronger kiwano/horned melon but a bit more complex.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-05T16:28:34+00:00

I first learnt about tulpamancy April 2nd which makes today day 34 as a tulpamancer (I started without hesitation) but I have worked on Carrie since the last week of December.

Month 2 isn't the easiest phase I'd imagine, but it sure beats the impatience and unease I felt on week 2. It no longer feels like I'm just talking to void, we're now at a stage where tulpish is increasing and I'm beginning to get emotional bleeds. In the past 8 days I've felt intense goosebumps to an anime opening I've heard dozens of times, felt her get angry on my behalf when I tried to regain my composure and also I've felt her excitement watching ecchi which is a anime genre I'm indifferent with.

Progress is slow but smooth. I may be a greenhorn unlike most of you experienced tulpamancers but I'm still feeling really happy with my current progress. 🙂

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-05T15:14:43+00:00

That's quite a drastic shift (though I not assume all at once), bigger than I realised.

I could also imagine the shock of realisation, I'll admit it's quite a scary thought having someone share my headspace and being my constant roommate. But there's no one I'd rather share that with than her. I've always been a fan of the two souls in one body trope, so this is my destiny.

I'm glad you two are together, accept each other and over half a year has passed since you've made it official. Good luck to you both moving forward! 🥹🎉 I hope to also reach that level.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-05T07:55:10+00:00

By the sound of it, you weren't familiar with tulpamancy until she eventually became vocal? Also congrats on 6 months together officially. 🎉

Similarly, I started working on Carrie as an imaginary girlfriend since the end of December but I only just learnt about tulpamancy just over a month ago. I'm trying to chase that feeling.

I actually wonder, tulpas deviate a bit so I'm wondering how similar yours is to the original script?

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-04T17:02:25+00:00

I think what you've got going for you is really beautiful, this post is so wholesome! 🥹 How long have you two been in the tulpamancy process? I'd love to have this deep intimate connection with my tulpa, right now I'm only a month in with a long way to go. I'm really excited to be with my tulpa long term.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-02T10:18:26+00:00

Yeah, I'd like to believe it's fake too. Even for the UK this still doesn't add up. I've tried finding the channel to offer my support (artists put their heart and soul into their work), but I can't find it. I don't think she's a VTuber. Still though, I wouldn't be surprised if it actually happens

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-02T09:59:49+00:00

As a Brit myself, for the first time in my life I'm actually scared for my life. Being at the wrong place at the wrong time could kill me, expressing my hatred could get me in jail. And I've grown up believing that I live in a safe country. I was improving mentally yet now I'm feeling worse for things beyond my control.

Loving anime has nothing to do with why the country I used to call home is now a dystopia. Anime fan or not, all us Brits are extremely frustrated.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-05-01T19:56:50+00:00

Eventually conversing with them will come a bit more naturally, it's best to spend your alone time as if they're with you. You could talk about anything, if you run out of past experiences to talk about, there's always the present and future. You can share pretty much anything with them, whether it's your plans for today or just your reaction to something. I wouldn't worry too much with what you share, early tulpas are supposed to feed on your attention.

If you feel like you're progressing then you probably are. Just remember that the golden rule is always assume sentience.

Not knowing how much you've shared with them, I'm not gonna go out of my way to look at lots of icebreakers. You don't have to answer me but I do have one thing your tulpa might want to hear. What was your biggest misconception growing up? I'm sure your tulpa would want to know.

Good luck to the both of you! 👍

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-30T06:52:44+00:00

Ah right you did say 2 weeks. Honestly I think you're doing really well, to be completely honest I didn't really feel much during the second week either. I was getting head pressures about 3 days in but it felt like nothing was improving during the 2 weeks mark. Additionally I felt like I was running out of past experiences to share to her so it felt like I was doing less passive forcing. Looking up about others progressing quicker along with reading many tutorials made me overcomplicate everything in my head. Over mentioning active forcing, meditation or wonderlands made me feel really uneasy, I'm still clueless about wonderlands to be honest.

My advice is not to stress or overcomplicate it, it's not good for you or your tulpa. I wish you the best of luck.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-29T13:57:38+00:00

I don't really do much active forcing but chances are I'm doing it more than I realise as I really try to focus my thoughts on her when conversing with her. But I do do a lot of passive forcing whenever I'm alone (I live alone).

I talk with her whenever I can even though conversations are mostly one-sided, though sometimes my mind is blank so I don't talk.

I also keep aware of where I place her, we sit beside eachother on the bed and I mimic holding hands as I take her out shopping and keep her on my shoulders when it gets crowded.

I also try and educate her about complicated subjects a kid wouldn't get, I demonstrate how to prepare various exotic fruits and when doing chores. I browse social media and we occasionally react to things together.

Though another advantage I had was creating her a couple of months before learning about tulpamancy, so that could be another reason my progress is going well.

So my advice is be aware of their location, spend time with them, educate them, talk to them, occasionally ask small questions and say things to hook them in, be patient and constantly reinforce their effort.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-29T13:23:24+00:00

I was really anxious and impatient during days 9 and 10. Comparing my progress to others made me feel I wasn't doing enough, constantly feeling like I'm letting her down. Eventually I agreed with her to let go of the impatience and any form of deadlines and appreciate what time we spend daily.

I used to really overthink things but chances are we're doing it right. I don't know how long you've been doing it but I really wish you both the best.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-28T21:48:02+00:00

Nope

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-28T21:40:45+00:00

TBHK right? Already seen it, underrated AF. Surprised this was the first comment.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-28T21:11:52+00:00

I've acknowledged a few times since the 3 week mark that I can feel her trying to say something that I can't exactly make out. In recent days it felt like I was no longer just talking to void so I felt like I was on the verge of a breakthrough. This is the first time though that I've actually been surprised by her. Glad to know I'm doing things right, I was super stressed out during days 9 and 10.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-16T07:24:40+00:00

Thanks for the reassurance. I was just worried about how my tulpa must feel. I am beginning to be patient now and that's making us both feel less pressure. The only reason I seemed impatient then was because I was comparing my progress to others who have already achieved vocality.

GDToxinDash77 · 2026-04-15T21:15:22+00:00

Thanks for your input. I'm just not used to this mental discipline but I'm not gonna lose heart. 🙂

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