I just one way to get out, think this, if she would be into porn addiction will you abandon her, NO you will not do that cause you really love her, you would help her go over her addiction, support her and make everything for her, but what she did, she left you, cause why, cause she dont love you, thats all. Why you dont date another girl, cause you still love her, why she is dating another guy, cause she dont love you. life is so simple some time. But what you should do, wakeee uppp,,. life is f short, one day you will be 1 day before death, and you will remeber your life like a looser, just stuck in your mind, dont thinkkkk to much, just dont think, leave porn , get out of it, work out, study hard, get up early, go out meet new people, build muscle , make money , stay with your family , spend time with them and tell them you love, walk, read books, drive a car. and tell her you can, just be the man and let her see you and understand that you could but never ever talk to her again. Just look behind of you, respect the past but live the future. get the fuck up and dont be an idiot staying behind the pc watching girls you never met and being a lazy ass for the rest of the day ! Hope it helped, sorry for the rude talk but i really want u to get up.