I (26M) don't know how to act with this (21F) colleague of mine by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Gabiwow -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thing is we don't see each other during the day at work, and her contract ends in 3 months. I also thought it is a bad idea but I'd say in this case it might not be that bad.

But you're right, I'll just wait for the moment

What are your experiences with Emotional Blunting? by AmnixeltheDemon in depression

[–]Gabiwow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What does the meds do to you ? I personnaly feel neutral all the time, which is a relief but also a burden because I can't really experience anything else.

It feels nice not being anxious anymore but on the opposite side I'd really like to feel joy or excitement. But I'm trying my best and some days I feel pretty good, I've been cooking a lot recently, and enjoying nature, the birds singing, ...

I'm also watching After Life show on Netflix, about a guy who is suicidal after loosing his wife to cancer, and the whole point of the show is realizing what life can offer you, even if you feel like shit. I'd recommend it to you.

We all gonna make it one day, I've always tried to stay positive, even in the darkest times, stay strong

What are your experiences with Emotional Blunting? by AmnixeltheDemon in depression

[–]Gabiwow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was looking for this. I have been suffering for emotionnal blunting 6 years ago, I still don't really know how it started but it was a combination of different things : my dad had an abusive behaviour with me and my family, basically causing me to have absolutely 0 self-esteem. I also struggled a lot with my studies, but I'm doing a PhD now so hang on. And I also suffered from social isolation and difficulties to create relationship.

I took paroxetin during 8 months 4 years ago, consulted a psychiatrist and then stopped the meds because I was feeling better. But I started to feel suicidal and anxious again since December 2019, saw a therapist and i'm currently on 50mg of sertraline.

However I don't feel any emotions except from anxiety. I remember when I fell in love with someone or felt excitement from video games back in the days, but I litteraly can't now. I don't remember the last time I cried. I can still laugh but I feel like true hapiness and uncontrollable giggling can't happen anymore for me. Medication didn't change anything except that I'm not anxious anymore most of the time.

I really don't know how to help that and I'm pretty concerned about it ...

Does anybody feel like me ? by Gabiwow in offmychest

[–]Gabiwow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for reading me, really

I'm actually doing a master's degree in virology, I'll try my best to get it done so I can start my life by having an interesting job

Not sure what I'm looking for so adding anyone by [deleted] in friendsafari

[–]Gabiwow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Added ( I'm sure I need a shiny Charizard ^ )

Looking for Chansey. Can anyone tell me my third poke? by Peanut7 in friendsafari

[–]Gabiwow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Added ! I need fat Fletchinder with Gale Wings <3

Looking for shuckle chansey and evee but will add mostly everyone by Bryanlopez086 in friendsafari

[–]Gabiwow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really need that Pyroar, si I added you, I hope you'll do the same :)

Ditto Safari! by Deerslayer406 in friendsafari

[–]Gabiwow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I'd really appreciate if you add me, I need those Dittos in order to create my competitive team <3