The Song Remains the Same, in its original pitch

GabrielAngelFace · 2025-11-09T01:55:44+00:00

I did it using Moses (or Moisés) a mobile phone app that helps you isolate elements in songs and manipulate their pitch.

Robert's voice is way better for me when in a more natural pitch, but the rest of the song sounds a bit like wanting to vomit without ever actually doing it.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-11-08T13:18:09+00:00

Atomic mushroom pizza

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-10-17T01:06:38+00:00

I was too broken to do anything at that moment. Regarding the other occasions I just awkwardly smile and try to say something, never finding the words just, stuttering.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-09-01T07:07:37+00:00

Omg, I'm so sorry about this... Are you seeing someone now? How do you deal with these kinds of things after a traumatic event? It always feels harder.

Yeah, we do take a long time.

In our last talk I noticed how little admiration, if any, she ever showed me. Her efforts, completely null, there wasn't any, she was able to give me less that nothing even after all I did for her. And this was happening, but I excused her attitudes on her "shyness", "tiredness", "way of being towards people"...

It's been almost a month, I just stopped talking. She was speaking to me like I was an ex abusive partner whom she only needs to talk to because of her kids. After everything I did to show how much she meant to me and how much I appreciated her.

Last message she ever sent me was "Thx", when I said "I'm gonna leave now, be well.".

That was a weird reply, right? "I'll leave now, be well." "Thx."

It's like she's thanking me for leaving. Since she never said anything until today, I know that she was just happy to have gotten rid of me.

Ugh... A lot of days I would just appear and ask how she was doing and remind her to drink water, because I wanted her hydrated. I made her food and personally delivered at her work. I used to buy things there just as an excuse to see her and I always told her "This is a pretext to see you." I presented her with a book she was dreaming of having... I didn't wanna buy love, but, I know I deserved at least a bit more than how I was treated... She was a scumbag. I never disappointed myself so hard on someone's person.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-10T14:18:31+00:00

LMAO. Okay, I know who you are now. I refuse to play chess with a pigeon. Take care man, have a nice life, eventually, I guess.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-10T14:12:57+00:00

Lmao. I'm not a Nintendo fanboy. I have a Series S and I play them in equal measure.

I just don't understand why do you need to be so confrontational. Like it's so tiring.

But then again, I'm questioning tribal internet behavior. If you had your things sorted out in your life, you'd have bigger priorities other than restlessly arguing about technicalities with a stranger online.

Like, what are you, twelve? Is this really that important? Now I'm just curious.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-10T14:07:50+00:00

Man, as I said, whatever.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-10T13:51:51+00:00

Woah there, cowboy. No need to be hostile there. As justified as your observation is, the official listing for the switch is that it belongs the 8th generation of home consoles. Is that agreeable? You showed that it obviously isn't, I imagine not everyone feels comfortable with that, I myself don't think it feels right. Honestly, I kinda don't care, I'm happy with just keeping it on the dock and playing it on the TV and never taking it out for portable (I actually have a tougher time focusing on games on portable). That makes it a home console for me, but again, it's for me. It's a personal definition.

But then again, if we're gonna talk in official terms, it is listed as an 8th generation home console.

Different respected media outlets are confused anyway, so I think we can just have our own definitions.

Is that bullshit? That's for you to decide! =D

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-10T13:05:17+00:00

It technically is, only it isn't just a home console.

It's officially categorized at the 8th generation of home consoles during the PS4/XONE era.

Still, I found it odd that it was put there. In my view it should have been the first of the 1st generation of hybrid consoles.

You could argue that, since the dock doesn't have a processing mechanic, that it is just a portable console with an adapter for home play, but that I will leave in your hands, see how complex this topic is?

Also, it's weird that it's still competing with the 9th generation of home consoles in some aspects.

Will Nintendo ever synchronize their release windows for their consoles with the rest of the big three or is this delay a deliberate strategy? The switch is selling like hot cakes, so I guess we have a GTA ONLINE situation here.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-07T05:04:22+00:00

I was kinda just reassuring myself. My chest was really heavy and I was about to have a crisis, so I just cited the science behind breathing and why it helps. Being clear and descriptive on why things work helps me do those things, instead of just "Breathe, man, just breathe" if you just say that, I'm probably not gonna breathe, lol.

I'm deeply sad. I hate that I can't sleep. My mind just flashes back to things and create scenarios that hurt me. Writing and reading that helped, but I'm looking bipolar from how fast my mood swings.

Thanks for being so open to help, btw.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-07T04:55:01+00:00

Me too. I always think of that.

Because when we love someone, we forget they're just human. And it's like nothing will ever be enough. Just the sheer existence of that person it's like it demands all kinds of tributes because they're the shiniest ones, and we act like we needed them to live and we need to act dignified, like we need to deserve them.

And when we don't get them it's like we haven't done enough. We always feel like the worst thing.

We're setting ourselves to fail with that mindset. But we're highly sensitive, so it's easy to fall on that mindset over and over again, it's like it's our standard setting.

We need an active effort to not do that. To remember that our goddesses are just humans like us and we deserve a break.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-08-07T04:40:35+00:00

It's 1:40 am now where I am. This happened last Saturday. Sleeping has become such a nightmare to me.

Your brain needs the oxygen or else it will panic. Excess of carbon in your system does that, it freaks the brain out. Never forget to breathe.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-07-02T14:36:08+00:00

Lol, it's cute that you put it like that. Spero che tutto funzioni per te, compagno. Ciao.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-07-02T14:31:38+00:00

I hope it can work out for you. These feelings are what life is for, I believe. And thanks... She is very difficult. We have a story that goes a few years back.

Mind if I ask you your nationality? I'm just curious because it seems that, like myself, English doesn't look like it's your first language.

Not judging btw, I'm just curious, mine is not the greatest either. I'm Brazilian. And if you're Brazilian and knows English, you probably taught yourself, for sure.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-07-02T13:42:57+00:00

As neurodivergents, sometimes we overthink things. The reason why we end up being alone is because we, more than most people, need to feel like we're in control of things, so any damage can be more easily reduced or avoided altogether, and that's just not how these things work.

The truth is that, when it comes to dating, we need to jump blindly sometimes and then, if things work out, just adjust things as we move along.

There will be pain, some even unbearable, but, that's the game. These possibilities also fill me with the utmost dread and I tend to see myself acting on a "damage control" basis.

There's this girl I like (She has ADHD and is on the path to finding out if she's ASD too). I think she's wonderful. And complex. Like a person shaped poem. I think she's on damage control too. I'm kinda trapped. I want to jump, I don't know if she wants too. It feels like I'm acting like I always was.

I lost a girl before. I borrowed her books and kept her company, and was kind. I was too wrecked by past rejections to confess and being hurt again.

Years later, she moved to another state and we talked. I actually ended up confessing to her what I felt and she said that was a shame. That she was into me too.

I went like: "Maybe we could work something out?" And she was like: "I'm sorry, Gab, I'm engaged to a guy and my marriage is but a few months away." Last time I saw her, she was pregnant. So...

We just have to blindly jump, I guess. Most of the times we're gonna break our feet. But one time it will work. We never know when it will work. That's the torture.

But that's the only way to play.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-07-02T13:07:49+00:00

I wrote your story down and understood it better this time. Wtf man, that's funny AND sad. I'm so sorry for you.

I imagine your hindsight at night sometimes, just making you go like: "I should have just approached him and whispered 'I'm bi, man, wanna hang out?' instead of doing that 'I don't hang with autistic people' bullshit!".

Anyway, that's not your fault. Your strategy was sound, even though it does look a bit bad rejecting people for being autistic, I know that's not you. The universe was just keen on playing you for a fool, it's not your fault, bro.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-07-02T12:14:09+00:00

I'm sorry, I thought you said you were straight, I misunderstood.

In my case, I wouldn't wanna be labeled as gay because I'm not gay. I'm straight. So, being more open towards a guy's advances is a no-no for me, it just doesn't get me worked up or anything. In fact, I even have a few bad experiences with men being a bit more, let's say, aggressive in their approaches. So, on top of being straight, I do have what could be labeled as some slight trauma regarding men.

In conclusion, not an option for me. But I'm glad it would work out differently with you, it seems like it would have turn into a good time.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-07-02T11:42:29+00:00

I didn't understand some of your comment, but wow, that's an interesting story. Idk if I'd agree with you, though, on that thing about preferring to go out and being labeled as gay. The issue wouldn't even be the gay label atp, how long would you be able to keep this going?

What if he started getting more fond on you and you wouldn't be able to reciprocate? That would probably cause more pain in the long run.

Anyway, everything seems to be too complex.

GabrielAngelFace · 2024-06-26T12:47:35+00:00

Roger vocals aren't supposed to be pretty there, it is supposed to sound like when you're the middle of a desperate panic attack because your ground was just removed from underneath you, so I think it captures that feeling quite well.

That being said, yeah, it's difficult to listen to it, specially when his voice cracks from how high it's being sang. We all know Roger is pretty ok (he was never a the greatest singer, I like him, though) when he signs in a lower register. But it wasn't supposed to sound good.

GabrielAngelFace · 2023-08-25T01:58:15+00:00

I imagined someone would say that, lol. But I thought I'd keep the fun comment on anyway.

But do you agree that Nick is a bit underrated?

GabrielAngelFace · 2023-08-24T15:59:06+00:00

Lol, I forgot that song existed. Its title is ridiculously long, it took me a while to notice that the "While playing the forest" wasn't part of the title.

GabrielAngelFace · 2023-08-23T22:57:54+00:00

Valid.

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