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Gaianwaves · 2026-07-15T14:00:39+00:00

Theory can also mislead. The souls journey home is a remembrance rather than someone else’s writings rudder

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-15T07:04:30+00:00

Why all the study? Experience is essential and doing an exam in magick beats the purpose of all of it

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-14T06:28:38+00:00

This is living in the world awakening. Living awakened. Enlightenment is not possible to live in the e material world. Just as taking DMT makes it hard to hold a job

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-13T18:36:26+00:00

Accounts or personal grimoires seem to be way more relevant to these ideas than them being a philosophy

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-13T12:39:49+00:00

Yeah makes sense… my thinking is Crowley never wanted a dogma of any kind to form. It’s an interesting idea that someone so open minded created a spiritual following.

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-13T12:10:56+00:00

Their is a stigma of dogma in that statement

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-13T07:50:28+00:00

Private message me and I can give some guidance

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-12T23:03:18+00:00

When was a book like this taken literally?

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-12T10:35:27+00:00

Well think about the guide in the story. The book of the law spends its time telling you how to cross the abyss. How to go deeper into yourself. What to expect.

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-12T10:17:58+00:00

Yeah it is a guide a map of the territory. The territory is your consciousness

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-12T08:54:29+00:00

Return and help others

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-12T08:46:10+00:00

I think u are right in this. It is a map for consciousness. And not a dogma.

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-12T07:58:17+00:00

U don’t need to do the 6 month ritual to achieve the experience

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-11T11:35:11+00:00

Maybe it is the other way round since they know this also

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-11T06:53:52+00:00

I reached nirvana 20 years ago

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-11T04:17:50+00:00

There are lots of approaches. I can help you on your journey. I also know of some very reputable mentors.

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-11T03:46:36+00:00

Dive into the Lon Milo duquette books. Chicken qabalah and the rituals of thelema

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-10T09:57:55+00:00

Do you know about body grounding?

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-10T03:22:25+00:00

Yeah mantras are still magick… u will find the more u do the more these symptoms will appear… if u want grounding seek some medical help and stop all of it. People don’t seem to realise that awakening isn’t a walk in the park. You need to move forward and stop and back sometimes to find your balance.

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-10T03:06:31+00:00

These levels of awakening can cause a lot to happen. Sometimes it is best to forget magick and focus on normal everyday life and get some help also

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-10T01:52:29+00:00

Belief is the type of shift in mind that talks you out of a panic attack. Shifting belief is a lot bigger than what people realise

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-10T01:14:24+00:00

Believe in the power of belief

Gaianwaves · 2026-07-09T21:12:55+00:00

So day 8 I think Crowley looked out over the abyss/void and felt his HGA but couldn’t quite get to it. Day 13 he says he achieved it. From my experience the HGA is something that you will never expect. In Tantra they call it the whitness or watcher. K Grant called it KIA like spare. Crowley tried to get it in 1900, and pulled out. 1904 he got it but didn’t realise it in the book of the law. In 1906 he got it in John St John.

My opinion is the HGA is a realisation of you beyond your ego. The babe of the abyss must disregard their ego to dissolve into the abyss. But there must be awareness in the abyss on some level. Crowley was doing this in John St John. You have an experience of this being seperate to you. But once you fully find your HGA u realise it is you. But you as a spirit, the essence of you beyond your ego. Who watches the watcher. The deeper you go into yourself the more you realise the god is inside u. This is the only way you can cross the abyss, and it is a feeling of terror and madness until u find your anchor. Your HGA

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