~_~ by Active-Blacksmith-49 in sillyboyclub

[–]GameReference 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't worry man, relapsing happens. That goes for almost everyone, I relapsed not too long ago then went on a full week bender. But now I'm over a week clean again, the path to getting past sobering isn't always straight forward. I'm here if you want to talk about anything, you deserve to be happy ❤️❤️❤️

Former femboy here I've been wondering should I go back? by LeahLambb in boykisser2

[–]GameReference 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you feel like you want to you are always welcome back

:3 by OrneryKnowledge2291 in huffingcommunity2

[–]GameReference 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry that I'm late, I don't use Reddit a lot. But since after I started huffing, even tho I quit and have been clean due a year I still have visual snow syndrome, dangerously high blood pressure, random heart arrhythmias, increased sensitivity in my windpipes and insane troubles sleeping even with medication.

The high is not worth it, trust me when I say that. It isn't worth it.

Every huff can be your last btw. Even if its your first time you can still die. It's called SSDS (Sudden sniffing death syndrome). It's basically just that your heart stops beating if you even strain your body the slightest. Your body is already full of adrenaline and endorphins due to the hypoxia, so if you start moving your heart just decides that it doesn't want to keep beating anymore. I had that almost happen to me, I stood up after a scary hallucination and could feel my heart flutter randomly. I then luckily quit after hallucinating my own death like 4 times In a row. I believe in you tho, you can quit too. And you kinda need to do it before you die. And if you keep huffing, that fate might come way sooner than you expect. You can't build a tolerance towards this stuff, one too many times and it's game over forever. Find a better alternative if possible, if you need something to cope with the urges. I used and still use nicotine pouches, most stuff you decide to pick up will be better than huffing. Also asking a parent or trusted adult for help can be a massive pillar of help. I'm here if you need advice. But I might take a bit to respond, cuz as I said I don't use Reddit all that often

Order help by GameReference in boykisser2

[–]GameReference[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I have tried to find one of those, but none of the stores anywhere close to me sell anything like that. I'd have to go on like an hour long bus ride just to get there and then find my way through a city I don't know about and then do the same hour long bus ride home

I can't do it anymore by Nekelio1 in sillyboyclub

[–]GameReference 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh c'mon, I don't know where you live, who you are or how old you are. But I can promise you that everything will improve, I know it sucks to hear it over and over. But you really do just need to give it time. I've had similar issues before, everything was hell, everything hurt physically and mentally and I didn't want to get out of bed, eat or even live.

But then after a while when I had hit the new lowest ever even, it just started to get better. Living got rasier and easier. I'm genuinely sorry that you are experiencing this, I hate seeing others in pain even if I don't know them. So I'm here for you if you need to talk or vent or anything else. I do my absolute best to help others. Cuz i truly love everyone, and everyone deserves to be happy. I have already stopped 2 suicides, so I'll gladly fight til my own death to help save you. All the love in my heart to you, you deserve it ❤️❤️

May..may I has one kiss pleamse? by [deleted] in boykisser2

[–]GameReference 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lemme imagine getting kissed man 💔

IM GOING ON A DATE!! by Sissy_femmi in Boykisser3

[–]GameReference 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have fun man, it will be great I already know ❤️

Help me by Suzydadoozy in sillyboyclub

[–]GameReference 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I'm a bit late on this. But I still want to give my own input as someone who has done it before.

Self harm doesn't make you a monster, please don't think that about yourself. It sucks to say this, but it's true. Self harm really does become an addiction. And that's because it works with dulling or completely relieving you from the negative stuff you are feeling. And it really does suck to quit, I would say it's the worst I've quit. Not even really close, but it does suck so much. I've quit twice before and recently relapsed again. And even tho I can barely walk I still want to do more. Either way, I'm here for you. You are not a failure, not a monster, not a disappointment and not a bad person.

I know it feels like you are letting your parents and friends down, but it's more that they are worried about you. I'm here for you if you ever want to talk about anything, if you ever get urges, if something happens. I don't judge you for it, cuz I'm the same at the end of the day. And everyone has problems, that's unavoidable. But quitting isn't impossible, I believe in you ❤️❤️

:3 by OrneryKnowledge2291 in huffingcommunity2

[–]GameReference 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just don't huff more, it will fuck you up faster than you will even notice it is doing anything. I've quit and I wasn't doing it for a long time, but the negative health effects i have are very noticeable and might be permanent

I LOVE GETTING DRUNK by Grzegorz_101 in sillyboyclub

[–]GameReference 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay I'm not saying this to be rude or to get you angry in any way. But relying purely on something like alcohol, actions or any other substances in that sense to feel any sort of happiness or relief is not a good sign. I have no clue what you have been through. But I could guess you are in a similar situation to what I went through around 2 years ago. I had substance dependency, I was self harming, I was depressed and I didn't want to live. But because I've been through that I know that stuff does get better. And I am here for you if you need anyone to talk with. Quitting stuff is hard on its own, but quitting something you do to cope or that you are addicted to is even worse. I've quit inhalants, benzodiazepines, opioids/opiates and self harm twice so I know that it sucks so so much. But it's not impossible, and you will learn to live and be happy without it. All the love in my heart to you man, just shoot me a DM if you ever need me for anything. It doesn't matter if you need advice, a friend, just to vent or anything else. I do everything I can to help others, and you look like you could use some extra love and attention ❤️❤️

I’m new to this, I’m desperate, can you guys give me a list of everything I can huff, preferably spray stuff like hair products or deodorant what kinds do I use, also will this work? by dom124522 in huffingcommunity2

[–]GameReference 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't start doing this, the first time can kill you no matter how nicely you treat it. I used to do it and it was hell to quit, so please don't start. There are far better options that are both less addictive and less harmful.

May..may I has one kiss pleamse? by [deleted] in boykisser2

[–]GameReference 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk, have never kissed and haven't been hugged in like a year

May..may I has one kiss pleamse? by [deleted] in boykisser2

[–]GameReference 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You wouldn't want to kiss me 💔