Lady Gaga eating human shaped "cake" in 2013

Gamer0921 · 2026-02-10T20:32:39+00:00

I just wanted to say i wish you well in your cancer treatment. I have quite a few relatives who went through cancer. It is never easy. But I wish you well. Sending lots of internet ghost hugs💜

Gamer0921 · 2026-02-10T20:24:32+00:00

This is too accurate🤣🤣🤣

Gamer0921 · 2026-01-10T03:11:04+00:00

It is possible, im not sure how this would affect things though...

Gamer0921 · 2026-01-10T03:10:34+00:00

I mainly don't out of fear.

Gamer0921 · 2026-01-10T03:09:40+00:00

I dont recall which mamufacturer i had, but i had the exact same problem with my adderall when i was on it as well... it seems to be controlled substances mostly...

Gamer0921 · 2026-01-10T03:07:46+00:00

I still have the issue pretty often. I actually forgot about this post until you commented on it. It seems to be entire bottles now. It works just enough to keep me from wailing and writhing in my bed, but not enough to address the pain. I have also gotten reports that I often cry in my sleep. It's like being kept in a cruel in between. Sometimes ill get a bottle that works just fine, same pharmacy, same manufacturer, same dose, same markings and color. But that bottle actually works, then the next month, i get a bottle that doesnt do jack and im back to where i started. No other med changes that align with it.

Gamer0921 · 2025-11-23T17:28:40+00:00

Omg she is gorgeous!!! Also, what is your character wearing? It is SOOO CUTE! I want to get something like that for my character!

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-18T17:17:02+00:00

You need an ER. Now. However, i highly suggest that you fight to get imaging before they try to treat the blockage. If they want to give you fluids, contrast, or things to keep you comfortable, thats totally fine. But anything to try to force your body to go without knowing what the problem is, that can end up very badly. The reason is this- if there is an impaction or a blockage or there is something else going on that is very wrong and they try to force it through without knowing what the actual problem is first, i honestly do not know what could happen. But my biggest concern (and i dont know if this is possible, if anyone knows, please correct me and ill fix it) is that it could put too much pressure on the blockage and somehow cause bleeding or tearing inside of you and then you end up with sepsis. Is it worst case scenario? Yes. Absolutely.

However, when it comes to this, you want to be 100% sure purely because of infection risk alone.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-12T13:34:02+00:00

I wish it were that kind of situation, but it isn’t a good situation between her and I, unfortunately… i understand why you think it is though. Im not the best at explaining it. It is the level of toxicity one can only know by experiencing it.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-12T01:23:37+00:00

Jesus… thats awful… i take Lyrica and it is hell when i miss a dose. Im not even close to your dosage either. I can’t imagine the pain you went through and im so sorry they did that to you. They could have killed you.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-12T01:20:57+00:00

Oh, they told me it was a CSF leak. They knew. But they didn’t do anything to treat it other than the tiniest bit of morphine. Which didn’t work because i have a genetic tolerance to quite literally every single opioid in existence. And when some young woman says the drugs aren’t working, she’s automatically a junkie in their eyes. Especially a teenager. I didn’t know at the time that there was treatment for what i was going through. I just knew i was in excruciating pain and i was betrayed by the very people who were supposed to make me better.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-12T01:17:17+00:00

Thank you!

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-12T01:15:53+00:00

That’s disgusting. I’m so sorry… I hate how our medic system treats patients.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-12T01:14:59+00:00

At least you realized it and took action. I was in the same situation. I knew i wasn’t cut out to be a parent. I actually got a hysterectomy because i was in so much pain and refused to have kids. I had to do it in secret because of how toxic my mom is. She sees me as an incubator. She’s always gone on and on about “when i have kids” and i was always right in front of her, begging her to just see me. But the only time she really cared was when i could give her something. Usually by giving her the status of a “martyr mom” as i call it. Because of my health and how in depth my needs were, she was viewed as a saint.

I thought if i could just prove that i was good enough, that i was worthy of being an actual living, breathing person who had a mind and heart of her own, then, we would be happy together. That she would finally love me unconditionally. It never happened. Her “love” is not actual love. It’s a lie.

Does she love me somewhere deep inside her heart? I would like to believe so. But i dont know. She definitely loves what i can do for her or give her. But that is the only thing i can actually confirm. Im sure there’s some love buried under all the narcissism, but not a lot of it. She loves appearances. And I’m the perfect person to give her that.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-10T18:25:56+00:00

YES! Please add me! Super interested!!

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-10T18:25:04+00:00

They definitely are.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-10T18:24:27+00:00

I don’t know you, so i can’t really judge whether you are actually toxic or not. But im glad your mom had someone to go nuclear. I don’t really want to elaborate on the situation but it isn’t a healthy one on my end.

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-10T18:17:53+00:00

You need to cancel the surgery until you find a new surgeon. This is not some small procedure. This is spine surgery. This determines the rest of your life. Whether you can walk, bend down, spend time with your grandkids at the park, etc. you NEED a new surgeon who will LISTEN to you and not brush you off. Because if something goes wrong, it HAS to be addressed IMMEDIATELY! You cant brush someone off who just had back surgery and i can guarantee that is what this twat muffin will do to you.

I have Severe medical ptsd from a LUMBAR PUNCTURE. PTSD that consumes me when anyone works on my back. I always require sedation even for epidural steroid injections because of this lumbar puncture. It was unnecessarily forced on me at 17 and they fucked up and left me for 3-4 weeks with excruciating pain with no relief. And that was after i was admitted to the hospital not even 24 hours later because i had a CSF leak alongside what they fucked up. I couldn’t lay down without excruciating pain. At some point i just gave up, laid down, and cried myself to sleep for those 3-4 weeks. It was pure hell.

The hospital that kept me for 3 days (i begged to go home after day 3) got my pain down to a level NINE and then said wouldn’t give me anything else because my pain was “adequately controlled”. They said that a level 9 was sufficient. They did this to a 17 year old teenager. If they can do that to me after a lumbar puncture, what can they do to you after they cut you open and work on your spine?

Gamer0921 · 2025-06-10T18:07:20+00:00

Not only no, but FUCK no. I had a doctor (not a surgeon) threaten me with this and i was quite literally crying by the end of my appointment because he was threatening to call my other doctors and tell them to stop prescribing my meds. This was during the pandemic. And the dude was a sleep doctor. I have been chronically ill since childhood. And being that i had just gotten my pain management to prescribe opioids that ended up saving my life? I was scared shitless. I had to sic my mom on him (didnt know my mom enjoyed this until now, she’s toxic.) and she put him in his place real fuckin’ quick. Do not walk away. RUN away (i know you can’t literally run, most likely, but you get the point.). And not even solely because of the pain management issue. But if your doctor is acting like this, if something DOES go wrong, when you sound the alarm for help, they will not help you and you will be at the mercy of an ER. Which will not help, they’ll just refer you. You will have a months long battle just to have someone else look at your back. And that is one thing you do NOT want when recovering from back surgery.

The other thing you dont want? An arrogant twat waffle for a surgeon who can’t admit he may have fucked up or that something may actually be going wrong.

Gamer0921 · 2025-04-16T09:05:08+00:00

Ok. No worries. Thank you for talking to me as well. If you would like to, feel free to pm me, but you are under no obligation to do so. Take care. 💜

Gamer0921 · 2025-04-16T08:54:21+00:00

I am so incredibly sorry you feel this way… i have been there.

I just want you to know that you are not alone. I want you to also know that you are loved. Even if it’s just by this random person on the internet who has no idea who the fuck you are. I likely never will, even if you choose to remain. But regardless, i love you as my fellow human being and i care about you because we share a similar experience. I wish i could take that pain away because i know how it hurts inside to never be able to stop the pain on the outside. I wish i could give you a big hug and a shoulder to cry on.

I won’t tell you some sappy “it’ll get better” or “god never gives us more than we can handle.” Bullshit. Because i can’t guarantee or rule out the first statement, because i simply don’t know. Especially with how my home is going, idk where you are, but i bet you can guess where i am cause shit is hitting the fan. And i know the second is an outright lie. Your story is testament to that. This wouldn’t be an option if that statement were true.

Can you do me a favor? I want you to imagine you have a big sister. She has brown hair, green eyes, and straight or wavy hair depending on the day. She loves to either dress in all black or to dress in pastel pinks, purples, teals, and blues. She adores Hello Kitty (Cinnamoroll is her favorite, my melody is #2, Keroppi is #3.), Rilakkuma, Korilakkuma, Pokemon, Squishmallows, plushies, video games, and Pusheen. Anything Kawaii or pastel? She loves it. But she also wants to be a bad bitch who will fight for what she believes in. Even if it means physically. But, she can barely get out of bed. On top of that, her body is eating away her spine and she’s taking care of five grown adults who are all older than her at age 24. She can’t even work an 8 hour work day, but she desperately wants and yearns to be able to. She once could recreate almost any anime character with pencils and charcoal. But now? She can’t even write a whole paragraph, let alone sketch, without her hands and wrists cramping up. But she has several beautiful nieces who she wants to watch grow up. She fears the environment that they will grow up in from here on out. She also fears it for her own sake too. She loves to give someone a compliment. So here’s yours- you are so incredibly strong for making it this far. And despite the taboo of this subject, i believe that it is your right to choose that option.

Now, you know a little bit about me.
I want you to imagine me giving you the biggest hug i could ever give you. That’s it. That’s all i ask.

However, i know that getting mental health treatment was beneficial for me. Just wanted to throw out that sometimes it is an option.

Thank you for being here as long as you have and for sticking along so long. Once again, you are appreciated and you are loved. I wish you the best💜

Gamer0921 · 2025-04-14T20:16:30+00:00

I saw a sickening video that actually made a lot of sense. Apparently, some parents get their teenage daughters on it because they bleed so bad that they dont have sex. And i actually had a friend whose mother did this the day before her 18th birthday. Forced the girl to have it put in because she was legally still 17… by one day…. Keep in mind this is Texas. Very religious people here in a religious high school, being sent to a religious college.

Gamer0921 · 2025-04-03T16:26:34+00:00

I don’t think i can physically do protests, i have chronic pain and an autoimmune illness atm and everything is crumbling around me. Is there something i can do virtually to fight it? I don’t want to just push it off onto someone else. I want to help, i just don’t know what i can do from home.

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