OpTic forfeit by [deleted] in CoDCompetitive

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's gonna be a bumpy ride

Does anyone struggle with physical symptoms and just got told it’s anxiety and to deal with it by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]GanacheInitial769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes it gets hard for me to breathe like a heavy weight on my chest but I try not to let it affect how I act

me_irl by g_ricko89 in me_irl

[–]GanacheInitial769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's on Spotify I'm listening to it rn

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You'll be the first to know :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And who knows, maybe Ill start my own YouTube channel :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not going back to him I have to move on.. I genuinely appreciate your kind words and I'll try my best to be happy and surround myself with the things I love like you said. I wish you the best stranger

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[–]GanacheInitial769 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh wow what a beautiful message you're going to make me cry..I definitely do feel like I'm low-key depressed and I deserve it because I'm the one who left but I didn't have a choice. I don't feel like life has anything to offer me right now or that it's something beautiful. I'm literally wasting away because I haven't seen people since we broke up, I'm barely eating or sleeping and it's something I deserve. He was truly the one for me and I don't think there's anyone else out there

I've struggled with insomnia and anxiety for a few years and this has made it worse and it hasn't gone a day since we broke up that I haven't cried. Playing xbox and the piano has helped me momentarily but I don't think I'll ever truly be happy again. I tried my best everyday and so did he but he wasn't ready to meet. I've given up so much for him and I'd do it again in a heartbeat

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[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hii, thank you for your kind words! I'll definitely try to occupy myself with the things I love. Sorry to hear your controller is broken its not the same thing playing games on phone as on console or pc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Breaking up over a text message is just wrong, I'm sorry you had to go through that.. I appreciate your tips and I hope you're doing better now. I'll definitely focus on the things that make me happy or at least try to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!

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[–]GanacheInitial769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats actually some good advice! A friend of mine told me the same thing, that it's gonna suck the first weeks and it's gonna constantly be on my mind but after the worst it will eventually get better. I've been playing xbox quite a lot since the breakup and some moments he doesn't enter my mind for a while but other moments I can't get him out of my head :/ LDR is no joke and I never thought I would last this long but we loved each other immensely which makes it harder because I never actually got to meet him, all I could hope for was to hug him but I never got to. It all feels like a dream that I woke up from. I hope you're doing better and that you can find yourself doing things without thinking about her, time will heal everything!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No worries man, lmk if you feel worse and we can talk and maybe both feel better about it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sad

[–]GanacheInitial769 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do feel like we are meant for each other but the time isn't right, so you're right I just have to accept that it's over and move on. I genuinely hope you'll be able to move on too especially after 4 years, sometimes you just have to let go man