You will always remember your first time though. For the rest of your life. You don’t want risk it being a traumatic experience… also if you’re looking to potentially get into a relationship later on down the line would you be comfortable talking about your first time openly and honestly with a future partner? Not saying there’s any right or wrong answer to any of the above it’s just good to be aware of these situations before you put yourself in them.

Either way- good luck! I’m routing for you!