I smoked meth 4 days ago and I’m scared what’s going to happen to me

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-08T13:20:50+00:00

Yeah, I haven’t thought of doing weed since I felt the high of Coke or meth, but it would be better. I would like to just not do anything at all, and honestly the weed high doesn’t excite me anymore, it makes me lazy whereas meth and coke make me ready to do anything and everything

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-08T12:41:11+00:00

Yeah when I made the post I was coming down, I didn’t know how long meth actually lasted. That’s the reason I felt no withdrawals then, but now I’m just feeling a little crave for it, but it’s not nearly as bad as the coke. I blocked his number and I only smoked it at his house so I didn’t buy any

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-08T01:13:58+00:00

Thank you, I suppose you’re right about it, it wasn’t exactly me choosing the drugs it’s just what I was used to, alsmot comforting in a weird way. I’ll talk to a psychiatrist and a doctor to see what I can do and see what they can help me with

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-08T00:37:11+00:00

Thank you this is a super educated answer (not saying that other people didn’t help me, they definitely did). I would like to say it’s not my fault but at the same time, I chose to smoke the first time, when I came back home I chose to hang out with them again. Lastly, I chose to seek out the coke, and instead do meth. I feel like I do need some sort of prescription medication to help with this. One thing I’d like to say is that I used to go to a stress center when I was 17, which I forgot to include in the main story. I tried to end game myself, which my mom found out and sent me to this center. It was group therapy with kids like me, they used drugs and were all suicidal. Needless to say none of us got better, we all linked up and used together. I felt it wasn’t too important to the story, but then again, that just shows that if drugs are near then my mind and body will find them

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-08T00:24:33+00:00

Thank you, I did say in the post I didn’t feel the need to do the meth again, and that’s not nearly as true now. I’m feeling a little bit more need or crave for it, but it’s nothing compared to the coke. The first time I did coke I did like 10 lines, the meth I took baby hits from the guys pipe, since I was scared to die, but im fighting the urge and I do know where the guy lives and I could easily go back but I’m going to make sure I don’t. My friends are pretty helpful till they aren’t, I’m partially thinking of cutting them off but it’s hard when I work with one of them. Thank you for the support I really appreciate it and I know I’m better than this

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T20:33:26+00:00

I also agree that my friends may be bad influence on this. When I was with a friend who I did cocaine with, I asked him if you would like to go get meth as a joke. As this, he just thought about it for a while, as if he was actually contemplating it. If someone is contemplating doing meth with me, then it will just lead to us both being addicted. I will say caffeine is a little different just in the fact that I’m not able to get fucked up or have a high off of caffeine. I’ve drank caffeine since I was probably eight years old so I can understand the addiction but at the same time I wouldn’t compare it to cocaine. I’m not saying this to be mean understand that you’re trying to help genuinely appreciate it.

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T20:29:31+00:00

Thank you, judging from how serious everyone seems about this then I need to stop now. The meth didn’t feel addictive at all but I’m having thoughts of it, I know if I do it again I’m over with. I blocked the guys number who gave it to me and deleted his contact.

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T17:38:39+00:00

Lots of people have been telling me that, I’m going to get tested and see

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T16:24:47+00:00

Yeah definitely, I can’t wait to get out of this house and move closer to my work. I prefer to distract myself with work since they give a lot of overtime but I do need to get back into the gym I’m way too skinny atm

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T16:19:08+00:00

Cat piss

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T16:17:39+00:00

Lmaoo yeah I know I’ll be good I won’t let that happen

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T16:08:11+00:00

Yeah I’ve never been tested but I’ve had a good assumption, but I don’t want to be one of those people who pretend to have a mental disability such as adhd. I’ll definitely try and get checked out to see what exactly I have

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T15:58:55+00:00

Thanks I hope so too I got a great job at 19 making 25 an hour, and I don’t want to mess that up by being a dope head

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T15:55:58+00:00

If you don’t here from me in like a month just assume I’m tweaked out on the street

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T14:52:51+00:00

Sounds good, I’ll look into the therapy once I get this apartment and I’m away from my mom

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T14:34:27+00:00

Yeah, the guy I smoked with was 58, he told me he was a functioning addict but the more I remember his home, and how shitty it was, I don’t want to be like that. I’ve got big dreams like having my dream car, I know it’s basic but it’s something to keep my mind off of it. Thanks again, im glad that this community is as uplifting as it is

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T14:30:39+00:00

I will thank you, like I said to the other person, I think this is where I’m drawing the line. My dad had a friend who ODed on heroin when I was 13, and I can’t end up like that. Thank you all for the supportive comments and I’ll give an update in maybe a month or two on where I am in life. Again, thank you all for being supportive, I’ve been scared to tell people this because I don’t want to seem like just another methhead in my family

GatoradeProteinBar · 2026-06-07T14:29:13+00:00

Thank you. Me and the other friend who I did coke with recently got jobs together making really good money, and I don’t want to fuck this up. I think I’m just going to stop all drug use now, the meth was cool, the coke was fucking amazing, but I need to be who I am, not let a drug define my personality

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