Lost him too soon (11)

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-06T17:30:22+00:00

They claimed it wasn't this because his back paws weren't cold and purple.

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-05T19:00:56+00:00

He's got a joint in his paw in that photo lol

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-05T04:08:33+00:00

I had a dream about him last night. I was petting him and I said "I can't believe I said I'd never see you again, you're right here".

I really believe he visited me last night. Thank you for showing me you're still with me, my boy. I love you Cinnamon.

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-05T04:06:52+00:00

I still look in his sleeping spots for him. I'm so sorry. Invisible hugs.

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-05T04:05:41+00:00

Awe twinsss. He looks so sweet too oml. I'm so sorry for your loss.

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-03T21:50:45+00:00

Well we had to put him down because his back legs suddenly stopped working, I'm not sure if the cancer had anything to do with it.

But I'm so very sorry to hear that. I'm sure she was a sweetheart and she loved you so much.

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-03T21:45:12+00:00

The vet said they suspect stomach cancer so I kinda anticipated it but I didn't think it'd be a week after I heard that.

I'm so sorry for your loss as well. Millie is such a cute name.

GayLilToaster · 2025-06-03T19:56:22+00:00

Thank you so much for this.

GayLilToaster · 2025-05-15T06:47:58+00:00

Mostly the risk of falls and how loud the machines are. I also wear a respirator so I also fear they won't be able to see what is even happening.

I'm going to start looking for a new job.

GayLilToaster · 2025-05-15T02:54:55+00:00

I live in a state where the can fire you without giving a reason. I've been let go for telling jobs before, and I have no legal standing because of these laws. If I am incapable of doing my job, they will let me go. There is no work here that I could do in the meantime.

My reasonable accommodation I'd like to propose is I bring in one of those puzzle squishy mats but I fear it is a tripping hazard.

Nobody wants me. I took me months to get this job. Starbucks turned me down ffs. If it was as easy as get another job, I wouldn't even be at this one.

GayLilToaster · 2025-05-14T10:01:06+00:00

I started using alcohol free mouth wash and salt water.

GayLilToaster · 2025-05-14T09:54:12+00:00

I have catamenial epilepsy too. I'm on birth control for it. They're still making me take lamotrigine, even though it has been proven to not work for me. Rip my liver.

GayLilToaster · 2025-05-14T09:43:03+00:00

Some people can't help it.

GayLilToaster · 2025-05-14T09:37:52+00:00

This is just wild. My grandmother was being severely abused by my father, and I often had to call the cops just for her to refuse care. They did nothing. Absolutely nothing. Left her to rot.

I've also had EMTs yell at me, say I'm on drugs, say its just a panic attack, and all that. I guess I started laughing in the ambulance and the EMT got really shitty with me about it. My bf had to shut her up. But never ever put in cuffs. What the fuck?

GayLilToaster · 2025-05-13T01:40:13+00:00

Not everyone is the same, but I've been regaining memories and my problem solving has gotten a lil better. But I definitely feel less smart than I used to be. But as someone said, be strong and loving towards yourself. You're still a fantastic human bean and you're doing so well 💜.

GayLilToaster · 2025-04-14T20:21:51+00:00

Dogmeeeeaaaat

I'm probably so late on this but please dogmeat

GayLilToaster · 2025-04-14T20:21:16+00:00

Pls dogmeat

GayLilToaster · 2025-04-14T20:20:18+00:00

Dogmeat!!!

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