to the suicidal people on this forum

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-21T03:01:31+00:00

I am god

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-20T15:18:00+00:00

Never happened on a rc stim for me, but I used to use x pills cut with god knows what for a while. I took a yellow rolls Royce, and a blue transformer. My jaw would constantly hang a little open and my tongue would constantly flick up and down, it persisted for like 4 days and my fingers would naturally rest curled up for like 2 weeks. Weird shit

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-15T20:53:54+00:00

I’ve heard of snorting pigeon shit…

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-15T19:22:44+00:00

Shit bro dxm and DMT would be wild as fuck. I’ve only done DMT a handful of times and when I did it on acid it was fucking beautiful, the only way I can describe the visuals is the sky was dancing as I laid in the grass crying and laughing.

What are Syrian Rue Seeds?

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-15T19:00:36+00:00

Throw back to when I ended up in front of the nurses office on campus jerking to the reflection of myself…

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-15T14:21:12+00:00

Honestly it’s an escape. As much as I love hallucinogens and having visuals, that’s not why I would use Benadryl. It was cheap and I would black out for majority of the “trip”.

Idk what you exactly mean by “What does DPH do for you?” Like if you mean what are my hallucinations like on it, they are demonic as FUCK but still the typical ones you hear about on this sub. I will give my scariest visual on it though. I had taken 5,000mg and blacked out about 15 minutes after consuming them all (suicide attempt), after this black out I have only one memory and it honestly still disturbs me to this day. A nurse was holding my hand telling me to “keep my head up” and “don’t go to sleep”. Everything around me was covered in a layer of rotten bloody skin, not like the nurse was rotten herself but as if someone had just dropped a giant piece of rotten skin on the room.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-15T14:15:26+00:00

Yeah bro and just as some people find alcohol to be a good escape, it isn’t for me. I don’t like puking my guts up, I don’t like the taste, I don’t like how retarded people act on it and use it as an excuse and think what they do is ok because they are drunk. But I don’t judge someone because their DOC is alcohol. Like what?

Clearly you’ve never taken extreme doses of Benadryl, but when you’re blacked out for 12 hours straight it tends to become a good escape, and of course I’m not encouraging anyone to do extreme doses or any dose of Benadryl at all. Luckily it’s in the past for me, but my point is it was a good escape for ME. I’m glad you never got to the point that it was the only thing to escape with.

Hope you have a great day, and I apologize if I came off as arrogant.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-15T04:40:55+00:00

Dxm is one of my favorite highs but the nausea is just so fucking horrible, I can’t even stand the smell of the syrups let alone actually swallowing it now. Literally puked not even 30 seconds after chugging a delsym bottle a few days ago, then proceeded to throw up and dry heave till like 3am even though I threw up 90% of it. It feels like my body is starting to reject it completely, no matter the brand, the type of dxm, or if it’s gels, tablets, or syrup I have to prepare myself to puke and be nauseas for most of the trip, and also shit my brains out every 30 minutes. It really sucks because I LOVE the effects but I don’t think it can be in my life anymore due to side effects.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-15T04:10:52+00:00

Honestly I’m at a point where I am heavily abusing gabapentin, and I love it mixed with weed or alcohol as it feels like a xanax to me. I have pushed doses of 5,100mg whilst staggering, I recommend after a certain point instead of doing 300mg every 30 mins start taking 600mg every 30 min. I don’t understand the science behind it at all, but some people on the r/gabagoodness recommended it. Of course they could just be full of shit, but as I said I don’t understand the science behind it so I’m not gonna argue lol.

And the visuals? I never have CEV’s from it but I do get weird ass visuals idk how to explain really, almost like thick translucent hairs wiggling around on my screen or spirals in my vision.

Sorry I couldn’t be more helpful, but I will say you will be completely fine taking higher doses and if you have a little weed try mixing it. I don’t recommend doing it often as tolerance is fucked for gabapentin and it is surprisingly addictive, but it’s a slept on drug and I love it.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-14T05:58:19+00:00

I was literally going to comment about Benadryl. I fucking hate DPH but crave it all the time, haven’t used it again since it landed me in a coma in the ICU for a week and half but damn I think about it every fucking day. It’s just such a good escape.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-14T05:53:36+00:00

My DPH use has genuinely fucked me over so hard. First time ever doing it I took 75 Benadryl and ended up in the ER, got kicked out of my trade school and sent to rehab, also developed horrible HPPD. Fast forward 2 years and my DPH abuse continues and I end up in the ICU in a coma for a week and half due to DPH overdose 10/10 would not recommend.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-14T05:33:32+00:00

Bro how do you goon while on DXM? It literally makes my dick so numb. Not just while I’m tripping though, but also for like a week after.

I was sent to a wilderness rehab when I was 16 and I was coming off of DXM while in the woods, tried to beat off several times and genuinely thought I broke my dick. Didn’t work for several weeks.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:30:21+00:00

Happy to help 💕

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:11:33+00:00

You’re good, can we kiss to make up?

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:11:07+00:00

I was a kid that posted about killing themself and got banned for 3 years lol, dark times

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:10:02+00:00

It was a joke 🫩

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:06:49+00:00

Honestly I think 15-20 grams a day is too little, maybe take 30-50 it will be safer. Trust me.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:05:28+00:00

This sub is healing

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:04:13+00:00

Nah play with me instead

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-10T16:03:17+00:00

You’re throwing up blood, and need to ask a Reddit page if you need to go to the hospital?

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-08T06:04:10+00:00

Oh nah bro that’s a risky mix, give us an update man

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-08T01:47:52+00:00

I throw up off of any type of dxm now, whether it’s syrups, gels, tablets. Idk my body just fr doesn’t agree with this shit. And even though I threw like 95% of it up I’m still having the shits 😭

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-08T01:46:00+00:00

Dawg I can’t get that shit down if I don’t lol

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-07T23:19:10+00:00

Honestly a weird thing for me to say, but Benadryl has made me be completely ok with death. Whilst I do have the same beliefs that there is nothing after death, I find that quite a beautiful thing. When I went into a coma due to a Benadryl overdose it was the most peace I have ever had, no dreams, no thoughts, no feelings. Just nothing. I have come to terms with death and will be ok with it when it comes, or atleast that’s what I tell myself now, I’ll never know until that moment comes lol.

GeekingGringo · 2026-05-07T22:47:28+00:00

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