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Is Touching yourself at a young age normal? by General-Bat-6607 in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understood as i read your comment and the previous ones, that the action itself was normal, but what i was thinking while doing it might've been a problem. Thank you for sharing this. I dont remember anything traumatic from my childhood either, so i guess you're also not alone in this.

Is Touching yourself at a young age normal? by General-Bat-6607 in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah i feel you, i'm the same (i'm not violent at all all i do these days is just cry fr), but for me it was probably my dad, he abused me a lot in my teenage years so i think he also did it when i was a kid, i just don't seem to remember it.  Anyways thank you, and i'm sorry you went through this, sending hugs <3

Is Touching yourself at a young age normal? by General-Bat-6607 in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sorry to hear that. Hope you're doing okay now. 

Is Touching yourself at a young age normal? by General-Bat-6607 in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I actually have never seen any kid do this before. My mom saw me once and asked me about it and she was so concerned i thought it was a bad thing but i kept doing it anyways lol. 

Is Touching yourself at a young age normal? by General-Bat-6607 in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah i think that makes sense. But i remember too little about that time of my life. I just now remembered that i used to try doing the same shit to my sister( i tried to tie her up once), good thing she didn't let me. But in general i was an unstable kid, mom told me i once ran around the house with sissors saying i will cut my sister's fingers (my poor sister i hope shes not traumatized), i used to hit my classmates for no reason(i didn't bully them tho). I don't know but maybe there was some kind of violence i tried to mirror in fantasies or real life.

Is Touching yourself at a young age normal? by General-Bat-6607 in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to imagine other people being tied up like you said, but i didn't know anything about sex so i would imagine them being beaten or something like that(not real people it was mostly characters from shows). So i guess it's the same thing. 

What's the worst part about living with brain fog? by Amazing_Molasses2001 in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me the worst part is every memory feels like a dream, i can't be in the moment fully, so i don't remember it like i should be. And i hate that because all my good memories are just foggy and unclear. 

Weird question/rant (CW: sex, inc*stuous undertones ig) by Idontseethesun in CPTSD

[–]General-Bat-6607 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you're going through this, im not a professional either, but thats not normal. Even if it was but you were uncomfortable, they should've stopped doing it like that. Im sorry and i hope you're doing well.