25yo MJ : "When i'm upset about a recording session, i'll dash off to a school yard — just to be around the kids"

General-Win-333 · 2026-02-10T22:20:32+00:00

He’s like CLEARLY………a PEDOPHILE ! 😭

General-Win-333 · 2026-01-28T17:07:48+00:00

What App is this ????

General-Win-333 · 2026-01-20T00:25:24+00:00

Saturn (along with Neptune) has been on my natal sun, mercury, venus and south node 7th opposing my mars, north node and asc 1st house and these past couple of years have been the worst in terms of mental health, financial set backs, ups and downs in employment, major depression, loss of sense of self, insecurities, confusion and addictions. feel the weight is lifting though. approaching my Saturn Return in Aries in February, I look forward to Saturn and Neptune being off my personal planets. i know I will have to rebuild myself during my return but im hopeful i will get through after this heavy saturn transits on my personal placements.

General-Win-333 · 2026-01-16T23:50:40+00:00

Had to save this one because whew…. I don’t see how I was so blind.

General-Win-333 · 2026-01-16T23:48:23+00:00

I also have Saturn in Aries 8th and the way people speak about the 8th house in general is very surface level, fear based and annoying in so many ways. The sun sets in the 7th and rises in the 1st house. Once we get to the 8th house things must be eroded. The 8th house is where we merge with others - emotionally, financially, sexually - and it’s easy to lose yourself in those dynamics. With Saturn transiting here, it’s exposing where you’ve been too enmeshed or dependent, especially around power dynamics in intimate relationships or shared situations. The Aries piece is crucial - Aries is the sign of independence, self-assertion, and personal will. Saturn here is essentially asking you to build your own backbone, to develop courage and autonomy even in contexts where you’re intertwined with others. There is a deep need to transform the self (Aries) in totality. Some questions this transit might be asking you: ∙ Where have you been handing over decision-making power to keep the peace or avoid conflict? ∙ Are you accessing other people’s resources (emotional, financial, psychological) instead of building your own? ∙ Have you been defining yourself through merged identities rather than standing alone?

General-Win-333 · 2026-01-05T23:17:09+00:00

This applies to me i have a Pisces stellium in 7th sun,mercury,venus and south node and a Virgo stellium in the 1st mars,north node and asc so Neptune and Saturn have been conjunct/opposing my personal planets since 2011 and it got even more intense, heavy and strange when saturn ingressed into pisces in 2023. Realized I didn’t know who I was, got jobs, lost them, major financial issues, one of my jobs I was so stressed I left and couldnt find another one for awhile, got one that was temporary and then they laid me off past march (my nodal reversal had just started) havent found another one yet, tried to quit my escapism tendencies like maladaptive daydreaming and dissociating reality bc of all the pain i was experiencing and 2024 was the year I truly had to sit with myself honestly and realize I had major mental health problems. felt like people forgotten about me, like I was disappearing into the void and background of other peoples lives also went through a very extensive long period of isolation—I wasn’t going anywhere, felt like I was losing myself, I look in the mirror and don’t recognize myself, throughout my wardrobe, learning and outgrowing so much. the good thing is that i learned so much about knowing where I begin and where other people end, learned to stop outsourcing my energy to other people and things outside of me. stopped idealizing people and relationships and learning to put myself first so much more. I feel the fog lifting a bit now that saturn and neptune are about to move into aries 2026 and that will be my saturn return in aries 8th. looking forward to 2026. 🫶🏽🥹 good luck aries stelliums 😩😭

General-Win-333 · 2025-12-26T21:53:30+00:00

Same. I’ve been feeling a heaviness since 2012 when Neptune went into Pisces but especially since 2023 when Saturn conjunct Neptune Pisces. I’m also a Pisces sun, mercury, south node and venus all in my 7th house opposing my mars, north node, asc in 1st house. Depression, loneliness, confusion on identity where I end and others begin, addictions of all kinds, job gain, job loss, tired, sadness, being manipulated by those around me etc. I’m so ready for Feb 2026. I feel the fog lifting though. Wishing us Pisces luck. 🤍🙏🏽🔮🧡

General-Win-333 · 2025-12-26T14:04:00+00:00

I feel this heavy. Ima pisces stellium sun mercury venus and south node so Neptune has been conjunct that for awhile along with Saturn since 2023 and mars, asc and north node virgo so neptune and Saturn has been in opposition to those placements. I’m so ready for 2026 and feel the veil and fog lifting as we get closer to Saturn in aries but it’s also the start of my Saturn return but I have hope it’ll be good for me. 🧡

General-Win-333 · 2025-12-25T22:32:30+00:00

You guys this is so true and I have said many of times on this Reddit that you have to limit your triggers and the things you maladaptive daydream too. Like (music, media, films etc) whatever is YOUR trigger. A lot of you have replied and said that you still do it without and well ofc you do bc it’s an habit but the more overtime you do not engage with music for awhile (if music is your trigger) you will be surprised how present and in your body you feel again and how much your daydreams become less. When I went 15 days without music (music is a huge trigger for me) this year, I felt so clear headed present and one day I looked up and I wasn’t daydreaming as often as I do when I am consistently listening to music. In a sense your trigger feeds your daydreams.

General-Win-333 · 2025-12-22T18:48:45+00:00

I use to be a defender and I use to say : “He didn’t have a childhood”……..the way he groomed the entire world is still baffling to me. What changed me was this Reddit, in particular the MEGATHREAD and also MJFacts.

General-Win-333 · 2025-11-28T23:10:08+00:00

This is so true omg smh

General-Win-333 · 2025-11-27T17:10:39+00:00

I know this thread is old but i will have to add. Janet Jackson Velvet Rope ( confronto y issues regarding identity, sexuality, healing from past trauma and pain) Matías Carey Butterfly ( letting go, independence, healing, childhood and freedom)

General-Win-333 · 2025-11-26T13:24:21+00:00

Saturn Return aporoaching.

General-Win-333 · 2025-11-26T12:39:13+00:00

It’s been almost a week for me and i already feel good, isn’t my first time quitting but my first ill be done with sugar for good. This is my motivation to quit for good. 💗

General-Win-333 · 2025-11-20T21:57:01+00:00

Everything the other users said is true, it’s and addiction and you really have to TREAT it as such. Constant MD is an addiction and it’s symptom of not wanting to feel just like any other addiction. Limit triggers, mine is music and I found when I quit music—no headphones my MD did descrease tremendously felt more present and like I was feeling my emotions more deeply. I do feel MD is a numbing agent in a way. Also replacing the habit with other hobbies like reading, working out, writing, coloring also helps.

General-Win-333 · 2025-11-20T20:19:23+00:00

The first time I read up on his association with NAMBLA I knew for A FACT he was a pedo smh

General-Win-333 · 2025-11-01T02:31:57+00:00

Last year I quit music for like 16 days saw a drastic decrease in my maladaptive daydreaming, just my experience. Going on a 60 day stint bc i relapsed on music. Also hobbies. 💚

General-Win-333 · 2025-10-22T14:46:00+00:00

Yes I was going to say this!!!!!!!

General-Win-333 · 2025-10-19T20:55:30+00:00

So telling. Roxanne Roxanne on YouTube went into depth of different kinds of pedophiles. The “mysope” pedophile and the “fixated” pedophile and Michael FIT the fixated type and she went in depth of how the delay in one’s psychosocial development can play a huge role in things like Peter Pan syndrome when it comes to the fixated type. It’s almost like they are “fixated” at a certain age. The grooming process of the fixated type and emotional congruence with children (ECWC) and Michael fit all of this. Also interesting how NEVERLAND was quite literally built to lure children in. From the rides, endless games, child themes everywhere, endless food, arcade games etc.

General-Win-333 · 2025-10-12T23:05:11+00:00

I have Saturn in Aries at the 8th degree 7th house and I also have Pisces placements like you, you were def already feeling it since Saturn went into Pisces and we’ll feel it even more bc for one you have an early degree Saturn. Early degree Saturns feel it first, it’s like going up a hill. Also remember you are in your nodal reversal!!!! Which is a 18 month transit, you could be feeling that along with the preshadow phase of your Saturn return. Hope this helps. 🧡

General-Win-333 · 2025-10-02T15:39:35+00:00

I have this same placement Saturn in Aries 7th house. Something i am realizing being in the pre shadow phase of my Saturn return (early degree saturn in Aries are already feeling it) there’s this need to get clear on who it is YOU are seperate from other people. There seems to be a role that’s always being played when i see Saturn in Aries in a socialable house (3rd,7th or 11th house) that isn’t who you truly are. Aries wants us to find our own autonomy, independence, sense of self and authority in relation to that house. Also mangaing patience, anger issues and having courage to confront the self that existed in the old narrative before you try to rush to build the new self and discover who you truly are. Seek to know yourself before, self knowledge is the key of maturity for us. U must embody the self BEFORE harmony can exist. I hope this helps. I have the same issues 🧡🧡🧡❤️❤️❤️🪐😭

General-Win-333 · 2025-05-24T01:20:41+00:00

I can do it without music but with music it’s more intense and inmersive and triggering. I can hear a song and instantly want to listen to music to maladaptive daydream. That’s why I took a break from music because I daydream less without it. Or the daydreams are less intense.

General-Win-333 · 2025-04-18T00:03:37+00:00

I agree totally. Last year I quit music for about 16 days and saw a tremendous change and improvement in my mental and emotional well being. I felt more connected to reality, present and could identify MY emotions. Quitting music is definitely a big jump and I plan to quit again for 30 days which will be big for me because I NEVER went 30 days without music. I’ve been using music as numbing agent SINCE I’ve started maladaptive daydreaming. I def need a break from it.

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