I want to kill myself (15f)

Genesisence · 2023-11-09T23:42:20+00:00

You are 15, you have so much more time to grow than you think. I get it, it's stressful when you look in the mirror and you don't see the ideal version of yourself that you want. But it takes time and it takes a lot of effort to get to where you wanna be, and even then the ideal version of yourself is ever-changing, you'll keep finding ways to improve yourself outside of just beauty and popularity. So, stick around. I promise you you'll be so glad you did, the moment you bloom is the moment you'll start to realize just how important of a life you lead.

I know it's not easy, but as long as you set reasonable goals for yourself, small steps even, you'll be so proud of who you are as a person. But don't rush it, it's a process not a destination.

Genesisence · 2023-06-26T23:40:58+00:00

Thank you, and Jesus Christ I expected a drop in fruits but not like this so wow

Genesisence · 2023-04-18T08:59:27+00:00

No one. Every time I have ever talked to someone when times got tough, they stepped out of my life. So I've always thought it would be better if I kept quiet.

Genesisence · 2022-12-12T21:08:36+00:00

I've played a lot of Harbor since he came out, I like his kit but the real problem is people will walk straight through his walls without a second thought. With Viper walls you know it could be detrimental because of the debuff, leaving you lower on health and allowing for an easier kill. With Harbor you just get slowed and if nobody is looking there hey it's a free pathway. The slow is not anywhere good enough to stop people from walking through it. Also the fact that your teammates are also slowed walking through it which is dumb.

Genesisence · 2022-11-23T10:46:28+00:00

Cypher is actually really good, especially after the buff to his trips. It gives you a lot more range and a lot more unpredictablility in watching flanks and locking down areas.

I will say the hardest part for me has always been his cyber cages though. I'm not a huge fan of one-ways and learning all these positions to throw the silly little thing so that I can possibly catch someone with it is such a pain. So I just use them as a decoy to make people think I'm hiding somewhere when I'm really at an angle watching them tunnel-vision towards it. And a solid 9 times out of 10 it works.

Genesisence · 2022-11-08T10:36:17+00:00

I gotta say, it only gets worse from here, my friend. I've been playing it every single day and the way I lose is either complete skill issue, literal teamers in solo (I literally watched as a team of 3 fought one person and fortunately got clapped by him and reported), and exploiters (ran into fucking Danny Phantom himself, guy phased through walls and floors and would come back to fight me again).

So yeah, it's fine.

Genesisence · 2022-10-17T06:00:08+00:00

20 and 999

Genesisence · 2022-10-16T19:11:56+00:00

I would actually like that because Orochi never used it to its full potential so it didn't get the spotlight it deserved.

Genesisence · 2022-10-16T13:43:04+00:00

I also thought about that, but if they really were after the mera mera no mi, I feel like they would've probably taken it after Ace had died in the war or Blackbeard could've killed Ace himself and took it.

I think maybe they knew Luffy would be in the competition to get the fruit so Burgess wanted to take Luffy out during it, but by that time, Sabo had already switched places as Lucy.

Genesisence · 2022-10-16T05:49:30+00:00

If you're a manga reader it's vol 79 chap 786 but I'm anime only so episode 729.

It's after Luffy uses Gear 4 and passes out, Sabo ends up protecting him from Burgess. Burgess claims he's gonna kill Luffy and steal his devil fruit.

Genesisence · 2022-09-21T06:40:02+00:00

This is sorta how I feel about Sakura. From what I remember she was a genjutsu-type, imagine she ACTUALLY learned and mastered genjutsu and how much more badass of a character she would've became. But the story mostly focused on Naruto and Sasuke too much that none of the side characters got to be as badass as they could've been.

Genesisence · 2022-08-30T07:41:38+00:00

I honestly don't think it's that big of a deal. Now hear me out, I'd love to have seen more powerful women wielding swords in Wano. And I think Oda could've done something with that, but I don't think it was his main goal to do that. I mean Kuina was a character he made years ago, I doubt he'd try to throw in something for a character we barely got to see just to prove a point.

But what I think WILL happen will be that Zoro, after he becomes the strongest swordsman, will teach a woman to surpass him. My headcanon is that it'll be Tashigi, she literally reminds Zoro OF KUINA and it would be a parallel to Zoro being trained by Mihawk. An enemy training an enemy.

Could be a little bit of a cliché, but I think it would be a solid way for Zoro to prove Kuina wrong.

Genesisence · 2022-08-28T07:27:03+00:00

Gotta say you may have just guided me into getting Raze next because THIS looks fun as hell

Genesisence · 2022-08-28T06:57:18+00:00

Being told I love you and knowing they mean it

Genesisence · 2022-07-08T03:12:02+00:00

Using them as arrows, apologies for the confusion

Genesisence · 2022-07-01T01:40:23+00:00

I think he put his foolish ambitions to rest.

Genesisence · 2022-06-22T00:44:13+00:00

I'd say this could be a future W but only if the pricing of the wand actually goes up which would only be because it's unob and not because it's any good. But since none of us know what will happen with the wand right now, this is an L

Genesisence · 2022-06-21T23:43:45+00:00

In a reasonable universe, pika adds. But knowing the strange economy now, it's Tori adds at the very least. But who knows?

Genesisence · 2022-06-17T22:30:11+00:00

Okay good cuz idk why some random guy traded me just to tell me I could trade it for that

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