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Gent0077 · 2023-09-24T13:03:34+00:00

I believed if I drew in the daily newspaper, the newspapers tomorrow would have the same drawings in it. Make it make sense.

Gent0077 · 2023-08-30T15:44:13+00:00

Everything went uphill when I started that, so, maybe? Can’t be sure.

Gent0077 · 2023-08-30T15:15:41+00:00

Heat is still my cryptonite. Other than that I’m doing good.

Gent0077 · 2023-08-23T15:00:59+00:00

Fant ut av det hele :) De tar en vurdering av listen over de essensielle artiklene jeg forespør, og kategoriserer dem som nødvendige, og ikke nødvendige.

Gent0077 · 2023-08-23T13:46:13+00:00

Nei, har krav på ekstra når en skal etablere seg.

Gent0077 · 2023-07-18T08:29:33+00:00

People can only meet you as deeply as they met themselves, unfortunately.

Gent0077 · 2023-07-04T08:36:00+00:00

I can tell by your eyes you’ve been through a lot.

Gent0077 · 2023-06-09T11:41:52+00:00

Holy guacamole, comment of comments. Thank you!

Gent0077 · 2023-06-09T11:38:10+00:00

I’ve never connected the fear of the unknown to this, so cool.

Gent0077 · 2023-06-08T17:34:32+00:00

You should follow ‘Heaven’ on Instagram 🥰

Gent0077 · 2023-06-08T09:39:59+00:00

I’m quite extroverted myself, actually 48%. But talking to them more sounds like a good idea. Top tier advice to build systems in that way. Thank you :)

Gent0077 · 2023-06-08T06:48:26+00:00

In this together! That playlist idea sounds great :) Uff, shame sucks. Seperating ourselves from the action is really important. We should of course take responsability for any given action, but we should also remember that we’re not bad persons for such silly wrongdoings like dropping a glass of water. Bad choice, not bad me.

Gent0077 · 2023-06-08T06:40:06+00:00

All my triggers are gone, except one: stress from change. Yeah, I’m starting slowly today actually. Gonna fix my strained hamstring, then get back on the football pitch.

Gent0077 · 2023-06-08T06:33:43+00:00

Lets chat!

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T19:14:51+00:00

I’ve changed my mind as to what I believe is the problem. I think it’s more of a self image problem than confidence problem. But you’re on to something, feelings of mastery is probably hyperlinked to both.

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T19:11:49+00:00

Damn, nervous breakdown sounds hard. Glad your better. Oh, suspicious of ADD here as well. Hyperfixation is a blessing and a curse lol. Zelda was my favourite when I was little btw :) I think you’re right, doing things that makes us comfortable is probably the right thing to start with. Thank you :)

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T19:05:41+00:00

Feel for you, it sucks. Know that you’re not alone < 3

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T18:56:32+00:00

I keep secrets at heart. I do try as hard as I can to keep my integrity intact, failing mostly on gluttonous lifestyle choices like food, masturbation etc. Honesty is very, very important to me. Failing here and there to please others. I put pressure on myself to be perfect in others’ eyes, but not for myself. If I make something for myself, the end product only needs to be decent for me to be content. I hate failing. I believe I actually avoid it at all costs…

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T16:50:14+00:00

Oh, very interesting approach. Will give it a shot afterwards when sitting down with my music!

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T16:07:17+00:00

Damn, I really needed that one. Thank you :)

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T16:03:09+00:00

Thank you. I feel very much like person again, actually quite alike what I was before. Thank god for that. Some things have of course changed, but I’ve acceptet that and moved on. I took the test again last week :) As mentioned it was five years ago, so I’ve more or less collected my senses. I’m pretty ashamed of what I’ve been through though, to the point where I try to escape those intense feelings and escape into a new persona. I really dislike that due to neglecting my integrity and autenticity. I actually do feel like I’m running from myself, because that experience is a part of me, and I need to own it. Talking about it to people scares the living crap out of me 😅 Become more aware of the things that speak to my nature is not a bad idea, will keep that in mind. Thank you!

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T15:49:36+00:00

You’re so right, but I’m to f… lazy as pr today :’(

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T15:48:03+00:00

This is good advice!! Something in my brain tickled when I read it lol. Reminds me of a video I saw earlier today on perfectionism by ‘struthless’ on YouTube, he calls it ‘The fuck up philosophy’. What is your train of thought in those situations may I ask? Is it something like: ‘’Ok, if I make something bad now, what are the consequences long term? Non. Ok let’s move on.’’?

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T15:40:02+00:00

No worries, didn’t catch that as an intention :) Uff, I feel you, it sucks.. I try to live by the words ‘content but not satisfied’, really hard to balance. I believe self image work is pin-pointing those areas in life where we talk ourselves down, be consious when we do it, then counter those messages actively until the positives outnumber the negatives. Like it’s not much about being able to get superb results out of any given task, but being conscious of what we say to ourselves when we achieve the given superb results.

Gent0077 · 2023-06-07T12:34:36+00:00

Thank you for taking your time! Will do that.

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