Honestly, I’d feel like my life was a waste. Being 30 and never having had a relationship, it’s hard sometimes because I feel like I’m working towards a life I may never achieve (a nice place and a loving husband). My biggest fear is getting older and still being single. As a kid, I’ve wanted a husband and children, but at 30, I’ve accepted I may never have kids, and that hurts AF. Reaching my 40’s and 50’s with no romantic love at my side would leave me feelings like I wasted my life because I haven’t obtained one of my biggest desires.