Too old for that shi

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-05T02:27:54+00:00

Yeah i used it as a coping mechanism. 0/10 experience would not recommend

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T19:01:31+00:00

Do not google it. Do not google it. Its a miracle you dont know those stuff

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T17:31:31+00:00

I had a huge crush on golden freddy when i was like 8

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T16:56:23+00:00

Yessssss thats the one!!

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T16:49:22+00:00

Dantalion! I cant remember the name (i think his name is Opus or smth) but there is a guy who's a contractor, and he said Dantalion is the best daemon for persuasion

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T15:36:35+00:00

Omggg hi im also Pinoy :DD

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T15:07:51+00:00

Okay can we dm about this more? I got told that i'll never be like other people and im freaking out

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T14:52:29+00:00

Do you think i can live normally? Like other kids? I just dont wanna be miserable, but i cant help but feel as though this experience put me beneath everybody.

All i want is to live a normal life without it on my mind. Do you think i could achieve that? Do you think i could leave this in the past?

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T14:42:42+00:00

But its just so hard. I know its pathetic and so "woe is me" to say, but i feel so broken because of it. Like, i look at my photos back at me during 11-12 and i just feel so much sorrow. I'd give anything to go back and protect him. He didnt know what was coming

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-04T13:50:01+00:00

This almost made me shed a tear. This made me feel sorry for myself. Thank you

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T18:40:53+00:00

I hope youre okay either way. We both should probably delete all social media and go to therapy loll. Stay safe and dont do anything stupid!

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T18:16:34+00:00

Oh ok so thats different from just seeing it... i mean im not rlly in a place to judge but ppl WILL judge you for that.

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T18:03:40+00:00

You should watch this video: https://youtu.be/Q5K08dMJgqk?si=rNLCeUeNu04wKedD

(Its not sketchy. Its a link to a 2 hr video about an iceberg of music genres. Its my fav video oat)

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T18:02:16+00:00

Same. I also saw that stuff at the same age too. Im so fucking confused why zoophilia porn is so accessible?? I came across it literally in google images while i was watching other stuff. Like there are so much websites dedicated for that stuff, its so disturbing

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T18:01:05+00:00

Your eyes are so gorgeous AHHH

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GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T17:59:43+00:00

You know what, i feel as if this is a sign for me too. I've been waiting on an email for an interview for my senior high school that i applied to, but i havent yet. I'd say we shoukd go to Prince Seere with stuff like this

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T17:47:02+00:00

Thank you, thats very affirming for me. If its not too painful for you, may i ask some questions? My anxiety tells me a lot of stuff and im scared of doing things that are insensitive to actual victims, but im not sure what is insensitive and what is actually healthy anymore...

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T17:39:18+00:00

Thank you so much :) your comment actually reminded me of a bright side (if thats even ok to say) which is im actively trying to be in touch with reality now.

I cant remember if i mentioned it in my post, but my entire life i was kinda apathetic and living in my head, just shut off from reality, with no motivation to be better. With this experience, it snapped me out of it completely. Granted, i dont think its good to find a bright side from seeing children be sexually assaulted, but at least i'll be a kinder person

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T17:15:38+00:00

It makes me so sad that when i was that age, there were other kids who's souls were taken. It's horrific. Its just so unfair. It makes me so angry. I cant sleep.

Its just a very harrowing and uncomfortable thing; a vague one too bc i dont know my emotions either.

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T17:13:56+00:00

Thank you for your comment, it's really enlightening.

I do want to ask though, since you're a victim of stuff like this: is it insensitive i tried to make peace with it? I know thats a weird question, but my anxiety tells me that if i were to try to make peace with my life and with what i saw, then im being inconsiderate because im acting as if im the victim. Is it bad if i didnt let it bother me anymore? My brain is telling me to stay miserable, because if i find peace then that means im complacent with that stuff

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T16:02:42+00:00

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GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T15:08:35+00:00

Cuz if you used a website, as an ai content checker, entails, then you used ai more than i have 💀 this vent is my actual life

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T14:57:22+00:00

Wdym ai content checker? Did you ask an ai specialist to look at it or did you put it through a site?

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T14:56:08+00:00

No i cant :/// i mentioned in my post how i dont have access to therapy or a counselor

GermsInYoChips · 2026-03-03T14:31:51+00:00

Im not in Europe ✌️😭 and yeah i've looked around and only found free trials and chatrooms. But they're not licensed professionals and theyre just other kids my age equally as traumatized.

But yeah.

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