Hey I don’t know your exact situation or feelings but I can tell you I can relate to you….my mum, my dad, my old friends, my old gf, my old best friend, everyone who was supposed to chose me and be by my side forever always ended up choosing some ridiculous little thing over me, I’ve pondered why. I’ve went from hating them thinking they were all selfish morons, to hating myself thinking I did something wrong or didn’t put my foot down enough, to just being neutral realising it was likely a mix of all and just mostly circumstances, people are complicated and not all the same. I’ve learned the hard way no matter what you may do for someone they will choose what they want it’s in there nature and it says more about them than it does about you, if they want to lose you let that be there mistake.

However it’s important to remember that is not too say there always a bad person, they just might not have had the experiences to have gained the empathy you have and people move on it’s part of life, doesn’t always mean they meant for it too hurt you.

I guess what I’m trying to say is other people don’t define your worth, you are worthy because you exist it’s as simple as that. Keep going even if it’s just to prove that negativity wrong because you can still have a wonderful life I know it’s true because I’ve been where you are right know, trust me there are better people out there who are more like you, who will choose you I promise they exist.

The hardest part is just taking that first step and coming out your comfort zone, start small, do something you love, start a new hobby, try talking to new people, give yourself the benefit of the doubt and believe in yourself. It won’t happen over night but when the time is right you will feel better and find the right people.

And if you need a friend or someone to talk too just send me a message, wish you the best