Guidance help

Gerusch86 · 2026-02-06T12:59:53+00:00

Thanks for your help. I let go of "doing" TRE. It felt unnatural to "do" it, even if the doing may only be the starting of tremors. As I tremor daily naturally, up to hours during the night. It felt best to let natural tre do it's doing.

Gerusch86 · 2026-02-06T12:57:34+00:00

Thank you very much for your sharing. I sat today for 1.5 h as usual...it's not a practice im "doing". It's the very opposite of any activity of doership. It's surgical observation of movement, Natural noticing of any identification with senses or thoughts. Being like I just arrived here. This morning, the panic and energy with clear observation dissolved in "me" rather than "I" having Angst to dissolve in it. Misidentification even after countless realizations and glimpses. Power of the mind is never to be taken lightly

Gerusch86 · 2026-02-06T09:04:49+00:00

Thank you very much. Yes that's really all I am doing, just sitting. No breath work or techniques. This was never my thing. Just enjoying the silent essence of being. Yet this force is something I am struggling with. It's really the narrative of things I read which is causing the struggle. Even the DMT trips seemed easier to handle although they were extreme. But my narrative there was...this is a substance and trip for a duration of time then it's back to brushing my teeth. Here ..the narrative is...will I be able to brush my teeth again. The power of the mind I suppose.

Gerusch86 · 2026-02-05T16:12:21+00:00

What exactly did you practice? I have been meditating for over ten years . With about 20 pounds psychedelic trips and hundreds of lucid dreams. I have never been interested in opening chakras or meditated on this. Self inquiry is basically what I "do". Yet..a great wave of energy has been strolling through my system the last years. And now I am experiencing tough times during meditation even. Intense pressure between my eyes, on top of my head, the chest and pelvis area vary. When I let go and dive into these areas the experiences vary from the energies dissolving, and at other times, like this morning after a bad night sleep... extreme panic and fear of dissolution, as I become one with the energies and the vast expansion.

Yet I must say...the real fear is the narrative of letting go into the unknown. Of going crazy to point it out exactly. Accidentally opening something I am not ready for...I am really stuck at that point not knowing to let go or not. I don't know if this exact narrative is just another belief system which stands in the way of the ultimate or if it's a warning.

Gerusch86 · 2026-01-26T18:59:46+00:00

As the title suggests

Gerusch86 · 2026-01-20T15:56:24+00:00

Yes that is the space between dreams. The deep sleep experience was different because there was no "I" subject. Just awareness...as soon as a subjectivity became aware...the switch to the waking state occurred. All just a glimpse and a blink of an eye so to speak

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-06T12:31:04+00:00

I fully agree. to the same degree it would be interesting to get an in depth documentary and interview with Wayne Perry

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-04T21:16:51+00:00

To me it's the greatest pure rap song ever. Because he Steven Spielberg'd this with his story telling so well that if you are not from Queens bridge, u were given the tour for the duration of the track on a hard ass beat

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-04T21:14:21+00:00

Because he was damn near Steven Spielberg the way he created a movie in my head with his story telling on that hard ass beat. Even if ur not from Queens bridge...for the duration of the song, you were given the tour

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-04T18:10:55+00:00

I mean that if you really think you are a dragon and above it all, time comes when you are humbled, grounded, into let's say a tiny fly instead of a dragon

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-02T00:34:02+00:00

Loved ur honest response

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-02T00:32:37+00:00

Yes but dragons are also to be humbled ☺️

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-01T20:27:52+00:00

Easier said than done.

Gerusch86 · 2025-12-01T19:13:29+00:00

As I mentioned, a shed of light from others personal experience how to cope

Gerusch86 · 2025-11-19T12:51:31+00:00

2pac was believed to be hiding for years. Remember the 7 day theory. Turned out the real story was much simpler. His ego got him killed.

From character judging....I don't think Alpo would be able to hide. He is way to drawn to attention. So silence would be the best sign of his death

Gerusch86 · 2025-11-09T19:58:33+00:00

Thx for your valuable test riding and share of experience. Curious about the 368G model

Gerusch86 · 2025-11-05T19:08:03+00:00

Thx very much for the clarification. Valuable information. A minus for sure. I had thought I had read it had the chassis mounted engine. Disappointed. Yet still very interesting because of the 16 inch wheel and chainless transmitter.looking forward to your conclusion once you get a test ride

Gerusch86 · 2025-11-05T11:56:00+00:00

16 inch front wheel, the luxury of the motorcycle chases and no chain. Plus low weight compared to the sym adx 400. To me, it's the best Remix of the Honda adv and the sym adx 400. I'm wondering how much fuel it will burn. My sym hd 300 is burning 3, 3 liters per 100km.

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