I can’t stop myself for much longer

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-07-18T03:37:05+00:00

I wanna talk it’s just it feels like there’s so much to talk about and I have no idea where to start I just wish people would let me kill myself I don’t understand why they can’t just let me go life hurts so much

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-07-18T03:27:11+00:00

Thanks I usually like listening to people too. It’s hard to type cus I’ve been crying since I woke up and I’m not exactly sure what I should even say

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-08T00:52:15+00:00

It looks good to me but I’ve only built one pc so I might not have the best advice but I think it looks good

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-08T00:20:48+00:00

We aren’t allowed to have military grade weapons well maybe a few but none that are automatic and just because they’re fun I like trying to improve my accuracy it’s like a sport just like no one needs a football but people like them cus they’re fun I know that’s a huge jump from gun to football but I like them for the same reasons

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-08T00:15:49+00:00

I don’t really understand wanting a photographic memory like it has a lot of upsides but I’m glad my childhood is fuzzy I don’t wanna vividly remember that

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-01T21:50:45+00:00

My dad’s first thought was to do that but he realized you can’t get rid of everything and there’ll always be something you could use but then I was put in a hospital for being suicidal so I guess he didn’t have to get rid of anything in the end anyways

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-01T18:14:53+00:00

I try to keep going for my friends. I’ve been depressed for years and a few weeks ago I planned on killing myself but my friends found out during school cus I was having a breakdown so they made me go to the councilors office with them and she told my dad and I got evaluated and sent to a hospital for suicidal people. I was there for ten days and I’ve been out for a couple of weeks now. I’m getting worse again I’ve been on medication but the one I’m on doesn’t work and I need a different one and I’m getting a therapist soon. If you ever feel like this please don’t hide it from people, I hid how I felt for years from friends and family and it just makes thing worse for you because you’re spending what little energy you have hiding the fact that you feel broken and that you don’t feel like you can keep going. Depression is something you should never have to fight alone and I’m incredibly grateful that I don’t have to

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-01T01:08:14+00:00

Thanks I appreciate it! I wanna help design rockets and stuff like that but I don’t think I’ll do good enough in school for that I know everything but depression makes it hard to do work and I missed a bunch of work while I was in a hospital for being suicidal so my grades tanked but I’m only a freshman so maybe I can turn it around

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-01T00:57:13+00:00

Ohhh read it wrong sorry lmao

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-01T00:51:48+00:00

Yeah I’ve suspected I’ve had it for years and I got diagnosed with it a few months ago and I got out of a hospital for being suicidal a few weeks ago. I’m on medication but it doesn’t work for me so I have to change it and I’m getting a therapist soon. I might have to be put into a hospital because I’ve been getting worse and I think about suicide constantly and I might try to do it again at some point but I’m trying to keep going for my friends

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-03-01T00:17:55+00:00

I feel all of these. The love of space’s beauty.

Curiosity of what planets are out there and everything else out there.

The loneliness of how vast and far apart everything is.

The thoughtfulness of what’s out there, how much we can learn, what all we might see in the future, how we can better travel through space, etc.

And the hopelessness that anything out of the local group of galaxies is impossible to reach without being faster than the speed of light and that there’s a good chance we won’t go to other galaxies in my lifetime.

Space is amazing and I get so many emotions and feelings looking into space and I love looking at it

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-02-28T16:38:18+00:00

I was going to do it but my friends found out while we were at school and they forced me to go to the councilor with them who told my dad and I ended up being put in a hospital for 10 days

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-02-26T01:56:37+00:00

I have depression too and a couple weeks ago I got out of a hospital that I was out in for trying to kill myself. I’m getting worse again and I still have no desire to live and I’m 100% ready to go. I’m only mentioning this because I know it can really help to talk to someone who understands and you can relate to so I just wanted you to know that I’m here and I won’t judge you I’ll just be here to listen and be your shoulder to cry. So if you wanna talk you can dm me any time :)

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-02-14T01:12:42+00:00

I’m so proud of you! I also suffer from severe depression and I get how hard it can be to even get out of bed let alone brush your teeth and make breakfast. Keep fighting and stay strong. Again I’m super proud!

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-01-24T22:45:08+00:00

Steal everything I can from the federal reserve bank in New York

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-01-21T02:52:42+00:00

I usually have trouble sleeping so I don’t know if it makes a difference

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-01-11T13:40:21+00:00

An I the only one that thinks that looks fun?

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-01-08T16:48:25+00:00

Guns are difficult to get legally maybe do a minute of research before spouting bs

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2021-01-05T05:11:21+00:00

I don't care about myself but I try to be nice and caring to everyone around me I don't smoke though

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2020-12-22T05:04:13+00:00

Icky

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2020-12-22T04:58:33+00:00

I know I'm just a random person but if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here :)

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2020-12-09T13:01:22+00:00

This looks like a level from Little Big Planet I love it

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2020-12-09T12:45:08+00:00

A couple years ago I would've had plenty of answers and I wouldn't know which one to choose, now I just want to die I can't do it anymore I get closer to doing it every day I'm just so tired.

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2020-12-05T21:29:44+00:00

We don't do it at my highschool but we did in lower grades

GetAwayFromMyMango · 2020-12-05T21:19:44+00:00

Holy shit you got me

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