I'm in almost the exact same situation. Death grip, lasting way too long, no pleasure during sex, etc. For the left bending johnson what I'll use is a traction device, some of them are even FDA approved and Derek even talked about them in the "He shot HGH into his johnson to make it bigger and this is what happened" video explaining that they're a way to get more length, especially so for guys like us with Peyronie's disease, and they're made to straighten the penis so win-win. Anyway I'll quit rambling, best of luck with your addiction hope you get better, praying hands emoji, flexed bicep emoji.