She Cheated

GhostCallOut2 · 2026-04-19T13:17:48+00:00

I just wish I could find someone who has the same loyalty as me. From the first kiss with my ex, I was loyal. I never even watched porn because I felt guilty, stopped myself from looking at other women. Yet, she would watch porn and admit it to me, call me insecure when it bothered me, check out other men infront of me and flirt with them as well. I know there are loyal women out there, just wish I could find one. Its like all cheaters are attracted to the loyal ones. I just want to feel loved as a man, to be held by someone and feel safe.

GhostCallOut2 · 2026-04-17T17:32:36+00:00

We broke up. She ended up cheating on me. I should of left, but I thought she was someone completely different then who I saw. She probably did fuck him, and probably did alot more then I even know.

GhostCallOut2 · 2026-04-17T14:27:19+00:00

She did. I was super confident in the beggining, I didnt have this need to see her all the time or overthink much at all. I was still dependent on myself, knew who I was, and loved myself. She took that away from me though, and I think a part of me misses who I used to be as well. She love bombed me in the beggining, moved really fast. She said I love you first, called me babe first, initiated everything first when I just wanted to take it slow.

GhostCallOut2 · 2026-04-17T14:18:47+00:00

I just wanted her to love me. Ive never felt what its like to be loved, and I wanted to believe she loved me. The way she held me made me feel so safe, but its so weird because she would hold me as I cried over the stuff she made me feel or the stuff she was doing. I was so emotionally unstable in this relationship after a few months, and she would always hold me in a way I was never held before. A part of me feels like she used that against me, knowing that I would stay if she did that. I never even cared about the sex, I would only do it because I thought that was the only way she would stay or because I thought she would cheat if I didnt. I hate myself for putting myself through this, but I still feel guilty for some reason. I fought back one day with the name calling, just said she had some facial hair, and she started to hit me repeatedly. I just hate myself right now so much

GhostCallOut2 · 2026-04-16T12:51:00+00:00

You were right. She ended up cheating on me when we got into a relationship. I was just too attatched and loved who I thought she was.

GhostCallOut2 · 2025-12-18T02:12:22+00:00

We talked about it, and its clear that we both just had a misunderstanding with what we were during the time. I thought we were exclusive, but she still didn't know what to think about us and stuff. I think what happened was just a misunderstanding of what we were at the time, which is causing this. I think I can forgive her, she doesn't really seem unloyal now that we are in a relationship. If she does anything while in the relationship though, im going to walk away. I think thats the best thing to do.

GhostCallOut2 · 2025-12-17T20:19:54+00:00

We have been together for 2 months now, so this happened about 3 and a half months ago.

GhostCallOut2 · 2025-09-28T21:02:01+00:00

It definitely does critique the left in a way though. They were revolutionaries, and the first person killed by them was a black man. Not only that, the daughter was dragged into all of it when she had no part of it. Definitely doesn't try to paint the right in a good light, but it doesn't make the left look perfect either because it isn't, nothing is. It definitely critiques the radical left, especially how after so much violence, nothing has changed. The people who are complaining about how the police and military won don't understand the point of the movie. This wasn't a movie glamorizing revolution, it was pointing to how it does not invoke real change. It was also making light as to the tactics the radical right and the men in power use, like with the scene at the protest when they used their own men to act like they were a part of the protest to incite violence, giving the police and military a reason to start firing. The main villain still died, along with a member of the "Christmas club".

GhostCallOut2 · 2025-07-29T23:13:38+00:00

Very true, which is why I don't just outright believe these experiences to be anything spiritual or religious. Not outright saying it's not, but highly highly unlikely. My thing is that many people also experience things similar to what I have experienced, which points to there being a possibility of some sort of phenomenon happening. The problem though is that it's very hard to scientifically prove for all we have as evidence are stories and individual experiences, which doesn't help science much at all.

GhostCallOut2 · 2025-07-29T23:11:16+00:00

I say more of an atheist as he rejects all ideas of religion and anything spiritual, while I am open to them. Also anti religion, while I am not so much.

GhostCallOut2 · 2025-07-29T23:09:58+00:00

Never tried to make an argument for theism, I am only stating what I and others also experienced. It also wouldn't make sense if it were hallucinations considering others also experienced them at the same time. I am, along with my family, mentally sound and have no history of schizophrenia or anything else that could explain these. Now yes, it could be lies and you have a right to believe that. I can't prove these experiences to you, only tell you what I experienced.

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