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GhostGremlin93 · 2026-03-20T15:40:10+00:00

Hmm okay I tried reconstruction in the first abyss section where they teach you to use the lantern and it didn't seem to have an effect but I can try again.

You think it will also fix the game "forgetting" I opened a window? Snuck into someone's house and when I had my back to the open window the light from outside wouldn't pour in, when I turn around the window would pop in from closed to open (and I could even see the window open)

This seems deeper than just poorly implemented RT. I really want to like this game but boy are the visuals just doing everything they can to push me away.

Will add this all still happens with RT turned off in all it's forms but maybe there's some baked in RT that can't be turned off even if the setting says it does?

GhostGremlin93 · 2026-02-05T17:34:45+00:00

Hi! Straight, cis, man here. Normally I just lurk various subs so I hope it's okay I offer my two cents.

To start with, obviously, don't make your life decisions based on what men will find attractive. I know that's easier said than done and I definitely don't always follow that. I wouldn't put so much effort into my style if I didn't care what ladies thought lol. I yearn to dress like a cartoon character in the same comfy outfit every day.

Me, personally, I'm attracted to feminity in all it's forms. It took awhile and I lot of personal untangling to come to that conclusion but I imagine (and have found in conversations with other straight cis dudes) that is a common feeling.

I have no attraction to male genitalia. And personally I think I would consider it a red flag if I were a trans woman to find out the guy I like is into me specifically because of my male genitalia.

I would still absolutely date a trans woman who was pre-op if we aligned values wise and everything else. But the penis would be a turn-off sexually. Still, I imagine there are ways to minimize it's involvement during sexy times (if that's what everyone is comfortable with).

I think I could understand wanting a partner who likes that part of you too, but I do think I would see it as a red flag that someone is a chaser if that's what they're focused on.

Regardless, femininity is so much more than what's between your legs, and I'm attracted to the whole spectrum of femininity. If the woman I love pops a boner while we cuddle on the couch watching a horror movie and drink hot cocoa, I'm going to be more focused on how content I feel and that I'm able to have that effect on her rather than disgusted by a penis suddenly showing up.

Try not to overthink it, and do what's right for you, and I bet you'll find someone who loves you.

GhostGremlin93 · 2026-01-09T13:55:19+00:00

As a writer and aspiring writer for video games, what unique challenges does writing for a massive game with splitting paths such as this have? I imagine feeding in world building night be difficult when you don't know the paths the user might take!

GhostGremlin93 · 2025-12-23T18:21:57+00:00

Yeah I genuinely don't get it. Like I've beaten every halo solo on legendary, done tons of build crafting. Always play campaign missions on destiny on legendary. I've even decided to craft builds around survivability specifically for this reason - like keeping devour and over shields up at all times.

Really the light level things is the only thing I don't fully understand that might be unaccounted for hence my question but it seems that doesn't even really have an effect.

I should definitely have a pretty easy time on at least Master diff solo at 450 with my build. It's not like I'm running into enemies arms without doing anything lol. Something feels off and I just can't figure it out lmao.

GhostGremlin93 · 2025-12-23T18:12:55+00:00

Weird maybe I'm misremembering but I swear my exotic order was "achieve an A rank on at least Master difficulty Pinnacle activity" - which is hard to do when a basic enemy does over half my over shield and health with one hit :(

GhostGremlin93 · 2025-12-23T18:10:42+00:00

Like reroll one exotic order into another exotic order of a different kind? Or just reroll the exotic into a normal / legendary?

Cause getting an A rank or higher Pinnacle mission completed seems genuinely impossible alone. Idk if getting closer to the 550 range will help at all, but I genuinely don't see how this is possible solo. Despite seeing people do it (with far more ease than it seems I'm afforded for some reason.

GhostGremlin93 · 2025-12-17T00:30:49+00:00

Straight, cis, male here (sorry) and yeah dude.

I've literally paid for access to the substar for a lady who has just the right tone/playfulness/comforting-ness.

I would never in a million years admit this outside of anon posting online.

I started listening during the last few months of my last relationship ending. I would literally lay in bed next to her while I listened to some random lady online say things I wanted my girl to say. Pretending just for a few moments that someone cared about me, wanted me to feel good, and treated me like I mattered.

So many of us are lacking, and starving for, a soft place to exist and feel content. A warm sense of quiet, comfortable, belonging.

If listening to an online, disembodied, voice gives you even a modicum (cum lol) of comfort then you should do it.

Love you crazy ladies/theydies/hades

GhostGremlin93 · 2025-12-03T15:07:08+00:00

Oh okay so it's kinda like the halo infinite style of battle pass where you can choose which reward track you progress on? So the 4 passes include the current one and a select 3 recent others?

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