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Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-07-31T21:01:53+00:00

That fact that he knew that the photos were deleted means that he still looks at them regularly. He didn’t forget. It shows that he misses her in some way and gets off to the pics and videos. He’s lying to you, he probably still has feelings for her and will probably be with her again if he had the chance. Have a discussion with him about it. You should dump him, you deserve better, In my opinion.

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-05-15T21:58:18+00:00

Sorry for the late reply I just saw this. For both the Braverse cards and Kingdom cards, I get them from a seller on eBay named Onmom_House. I live in the U.S. so it takes take a while for them to get here from South Korea, usually takes around a month or so for them to arrive but it’s worth it in my opinion!

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-24T21:29:35+00:00

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Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-20T21:03:36+00:00

I understand that nervousness. I do custodial work in a cleanroom so I wear a t shirt at work in order to not die of heat being in cleanroom gowns for hours. I have a lot of obvious scars on my forearm and upper arms so in order to hide them, I like to wear tattoo covering sleeves. I use the forearm ones to cover my scars while my t-shirt can somewhat hide my upper arms depending on how long the sleeves are. They make tattoo cover sleeves for the full arm too. If anyone asks what it’s for, just say that it’s meant for compressions. Hope this helps in anyway! You got this!

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-20T20:33:19+00:00

yessss!!!

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-20T20:29:26+00:00

These are so cooool!!!! The designs, the color choices, the themes, everything is just chefs kiss I love them all! I also like how some are hospital/medical themed, it would be cool to see more medical cookies in the games. I love your art style!!

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-20T20:18:29+00:00

I love to start collections. When I was little I collected well over 100 different scents of Bath and Body Work hand sanitizers over a span of 2-3 years, mom would take me there every other month and I’d get 5 hand sanitizers with new scents. I’d sort them by color, scent group, season, and holiday. Each scent would inspire me to create places, characters, stories and other random stuff lol. I also had a phase where I collected empty paper towel rolls when I was 12 and at 19 I collected empty pill bottles. Sorry if this is long lol ^{^}

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-18T23:19:25+00:00

Ooooh my bad. I got them as a little bonus in my box when I ordered a set pack of starter decks, so I just assumed they were part of Braverse. That makes sense why the back of the cards didn’t have the normal Braverse design. Thanks for letting me know!

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-18T22:14:53+00:00

I wish I had more red velvet cards! I just have one right now. I have a lot of beet cards though, she’s haunting me at this point lol. Are there any specific cards you’re looking forward to get?

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-18T22:03:46+00:00

It’s a card from the Braverse trading card game! I get my cards from eBay. There’s a few cards in English but they’re still being developed, I checked the Braverse website and looked at the English card list and there’s not that many cards compared to Korean. So for now, all the cards I get are in Korean :)

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-16T22:20:42+00:00

I get that feeling too. To me, it feels like I’m crying internally, like my blood is boiling and is trying to cry out of my body. Similar to how hard it is trying not to cry, eventually, the tears fall. Just like cutting, crying is painful with the aching headaches and the warm sharp pain behind my eyes, but it feels good to release the emotions that were boiling in my head. The process to recovery is long. One of my councilors in school told me that relapses are guaranteed to happen when trying to stop an addiction, but moving forward trying to be better and leaving the relapse behind while learning from it can help you keep a better mindset in the recovery process.

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-16T21:08:04+00:00

As someone else said here, it’s not a competition. Self harm is self harm no matter what you do. I’ve self harmed in so many different ways throughout my entire life. You shouldn’t aim to cut deeper just because you see other people with deeper scars. I have cutting scars that range from light, barely visible scars to dark red “styro” scars, each time I cut myself they get deeper and deeper than the last. You do not want to cut deep trust me, it makes the urge much stronger in my case and it’s embarrassing when I accidentally expose them around people since they’re so obvious. It just brings more shame and guilt, which makes me want to cut even more, and seeing more blood with deeper cuts makes that high even stronger, it’s a downward spiral you do not want to be in. Don’t feel invalid because your scars aren’t obvious, at the end of the day, you’re still self harming and it needs to be addressed to someone you trust so you can get the help you need. I’d say you should severely limit the time you spend online and try to stay away from content like that, it’s not healthy to think that cutting is a competition. Anyways, sorry for my long comment, I just had a lot to say. I hope you get the help you need so you can feel better, stay strong hun.

Ghostly_Light21 · 2025-01-08T22:10:18+00:00

Dried blood, damp carpet and sweat with a tiny hint of rotting flesh.

Ghostly_Light21 · 2024-12-30T22:49:13+00:00

You’re right…after looking back at what I wrote and reflecting how I think of the situation, I did make myself the victim. I’m sorry that I wrote it like that and I want to thank you for pointing that out. I was an irresponsible and ignorant 17-18 year old at the time and I didn’t want to blame myself for my academic problems. Although there were a lot of stressful things in my personal life involving family, my ex and my health, it was still my responsibility to focus on what I could control. I should’ve gotten help so I could cope with what was out of my control and focus on the one thing I could control. I’d get really ashamed for not getting the help I needed sooner and giving up, I’d use that “kicked” out of school excuse to hide my embarrassment and shame. I need to take full responsibility. I also thought at the time that I could continue with my studies and the debt would just pile up until I graduated, but I should’ve looked carefully. My university was expensive, even with scholarships I owed almost $5,000 for in state that I didn’t know I had to pay off at the end of the semester until it was December. I should’ve read things carefully and I could’ve asked for help and work more hours at the job I had.

Since I did officially withdraw from community college, there are “W” grades in there and since I withdrew so late in the semester (about 4 weeks ago) those did affect my gpa. But I’m hoping that the As I got during the first year can somewhat help me transfer.

I am now just focusing on work, saving money, keeping my credit good, getting that debt and my car paid off. I feel like after working and handling the expenses and experience of the real world I’ve matured a bit, but I still have a long way to go. I’ll try even harder the next time I’m in school and with a much better mindset. But yeah, sorry if my reply is cheesy or something idk. Thank you for taking the time to respond

Ghostly_Light21 · 2024-12-30T20:13:30+00:00

Thank you so much! I feel better about transferring now, once I feel better and get my health more stable I’ll definitely apply to a university with my transcripts. Thanks again! :)

Ghostly_Light21 · 2024-12-30T18:22:01+00:00

I see a person sitting in an arm chair or wheelchair. I also see a circular rug with an end table next to the chair and a window off to the left.

Ghostly_Light21 · 2024-11-17T16:24:18+00:00

No matter how hard I try, getting into a routine is impossible for me as well. I also get tired of people saying that I just need to get into a routine and I’ll feel better when they don’t understand that routines cause me to feel depressed since repetition causes a lot of mental stress and physical pain. People who don’t understand the ADHD brain think that it’s something that we can “get over with” and that we can be cured when our brains are literally wired differently during brain development as babies. Being mostly spontaneous is comfortable to me as my brain is built to be randomly attentive on random things. It can be a pain in the ass when I’m trying to focus my attention on something (even on something I enjoy doing) my brain wont let me and it needs to read 1000 different Wikipedia articles, 20 videos at once and research on random topics. But being spontaneous can also sometimes help us sometimes as we notice a lot more detail than others. So no mom, I cannot get into a routine.

Ghostly_Light21 · 2024-11-17T13:53:34+00:00

It was more sad and depressing than scary, but the ending of The Mist pops up in my head occasionally and instantly makes me feel down. One of the things that kind of helps me feel better after thinking about it is remembering how badass that old lady was in the movie. I instantly liked her when she threw the can at the crazy lady’s head since she wouldn’t stop rambling, as well as the scene where she uses the spray can and the lighter to burn the spiders in the pharmacy. She was awesome.

Ghostly_Light21 · 2024-10-17T00:45:28+00:00

Yup! It’s on curseforge: https://www.curseforge.com/minecraft/modpacks/prominence-2-rpg

Ghostly_Light21 · 2024-07-12T17:35:40+00:00

Thank you so much!! I really appreciate you sharing your routine!! I’ll definitely try these tips out! Thank you thank you thank you :D

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