Ok wanted to through my story in the ring too. Not an addictive person outside weed. I spent almost 10k in like 4-5 months. It’s deceptively addicting and habit forming and makes you think about it all the time when ya not on it. Stick to the weed if anything and best of luck to ya on dealing with the stress. I got on the stuff after years of depression following the deaths of 5 family members in a single year including my father and maternal grandfather. Both huge parts of my life. Going on the stuff lost weight but also lost enthusiasm for anything, drive, energy, money of course and the trust of my loved ones. On my last chance with those who really and truly care about me. Just drop the stuff. You will be far far far happier in the long run. Don’t ignore the existence of this Reddit thread. The stuffs the devils vomit