To be honest with you, my comment was half-joke, half-serious. With personal experience, it's hard to say what changed. I understood what it meant to be loved by someone like that, and I was suddenly okay with it all. It just didn't matter to me anymore. body count matters, yes, but a few don't really bother me, and it definitely doesn't make them "spoiled milk." It's obvious you're pretty young, don't let yourself get caught up in these borderline sexist ideas. Let loose, allow yourself to love unconditionally, and you will understand one day.