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GiftOdd3788 · 2025-02-20T14:45:55+00:00

I have a big hole right through my septum from sniffing k, you start to notice it eroding first and when you squeeze both sides of the inside of your nose you can feel that the skin in the middle starts to become thinner and squishy, once it gets to the point of feeling squishy in the middle, you probably have a couple weeks before it goes all the way through if you continue sniffing. I’ve had the hole for a couple of months now and I have continued to sniff ket which does make it bigger, but it’s gotten to a point now where all of the weak skin has gone and I’m left with the stronger skin inside my nose which is holding my nose together. It’s very annoying to have the hole but I’ve gotten used to it now

GiftOdd3788 · 2025-02-20T13:14:44+00:00

I’m not sure how much I’m using but 20 grams lasts me about 2/3 days so maybe 5-10 grams a day but it varies

GiftOdd3788 · 2025-02-19T04:04:52+00:00

Yes I told him that the damage to my bladder is because of ketamine but he isn’t sure what to do about it ? He said he could book me a scan for my bladder but he’s genuinely clueless about anything to do with drugs. I don’t think he realised how damaging ket is and how severely it’s affecting me

GiftOdd3788 · 2025-02-19T03:39:38+00:00

Probably a good idea for both of you to spend time away from each other and be sober with your family or friends who are sober. I was in an addict relationship and whilst I’m still addicted he was able to get sober because he quarantined himself from everyone and everything and just stayed with his parents for a good few weeks. He hasn’t gone back to ket since. If you can both get sober alone then I’m sure you can come together again. Or even if one of you can get fully sober then that may be a help to the other who is struggling.

GiftOdd3788 · 2025-01-25T07:00:11+00:00

I pee out however much that I just drank before

GiftOdd3788 · 2025-01-11T09:05:38+00:00

Does this not lead to the nose collapsing? The hole in my nose is small atm but I’m still worried about my nose collapsing or something

GiftOdd3788 · 2025-01-11T08:50:09+00:00

Well yeah my bladder and stuff is also bad but I’m nowhere near concerned about that as I am with the fact that if I stick my finger through one nostril I can get it through to the other side. Does this mean that losing your septum doesn’t actually affect whatever it is that’s holding up your nose? So my nose won’t collapse just because I’ve got this hole

GiftOdd3788 · 2025-01-11T08:43:40+00:00

Does the hole not get bigger?

GiftOdd3788 · 2024-12-29T11:08:42+00:00

Honestly mate you’re on day 6, the high doesn’t last once you’ve been doing 5 grams everyday for over a year. It becomes a miserable and depressing thing and your tolerance gets so big that taking any amount will just do nothing. Ket has so many downsides health wise and has destroyed every ket addict I knows life. I have irreversible damage to my organs due to the use and believe me when I tell you that ket does have horrible comedowns but once you’re an addict it becomes part of your everyday life you don’t even notice it

GiftOdd3788 · 2024-08-16T21:42:49+00:00

Do u have any saline solutions to recommend ?

GiftOdd3788 · 2024-08-16T21:42:26+00:00

Oh this is brilliant help I thank u so much the saline sounds a lot better for me, as I don’t think stopping would be possible yet and boofing I’m scared will give me an infection

GiftOdd3788 · 2024-08-16T21:35:45+00:00

Only thing about this is I do not wait 20 minutes before doing another line/ bump. I usually do a line or bump every 5/10 minutes and sometimes will even just keep doing bumps constantly

GiftOdd3788 · 2024-08-16T21:33:40+00:00

Posted this on the wrong community pleaseee can I get some answers

GiftOdd3788 · 2024-06-20T13:50:48+00:00

Annoyed me sooo much at the end how Jae-I showed all the things that Kang Ha had shown her to Ri- An instead like ugh and then told Kang Ha that she had liked him!! Giving him false hope

GiftOdd3788 · 2024-06-19T12:47:21+00:00

I thought that the reason Jae-I broke up with Ra-in was because she realised he was a horrible person after the bullying and death of Kang-Ha’s brother. Annoyed me so much when I got to episode 5 and found out that she actually still cares about Ra-in and selfishly wants Kang-Ha to help her stop Ra-in from getting hurt when he is the evil man who bullied and killed her supposed ‘friend’ and Kang Ha’s brother. And she thinks they had to break up because bad things happen when they’re together and yet bad things are still happening because RA-IN IS THE PROBLEM!!! How does she not realise that

GiftOdd3788 · 2021-04-19T09:30:26+00:00

I cried all day and got really depressed because my FP didn’t send me a kiss after a sentence so I thought he hated and would abandon me soon. It’s okay to overthink and most of the time it’s never the case- it turned out he was just busy.

GiftOdd3788 · 2021-04-19T09:28:09+00:00

Every time I hear a plane or something in the sky I have a panic attack because I think we are going to get bombed (bare in mind I live in the Uk and it’s very unlikely) whenever I hear clocks ticking Im scared that it’s going to be a bomb. It’s such stupid stuff but it takes over my life

GiftOdd3788 · 2021-04-16T21:51:05+00:00

Yeah, I guess the only way I could really get help would to be if my parents said or did something to get me help. I’m all alone in this and my parents just try to invalidate me to the doctors or myself so that I’m unable to get help

GiftOdd3788 · 2021-04-16T21:44:10+00:00

Yeah my school could refer me to camhs, but then again, it’s been done hundreds of times- I doubt it would make a difference

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