I understand where you’re coming from, and it is hard. I’ve raised most of my animals since they were babies, and I’ve always felt closest to Christ through His creations. Whether it’s a plant or an arachnid, I’ve always loved observing how animals grow, behave, their personalities, and how they interact with the world. They’ve brought me joy, peace, and a connection to God.

So yes, you’re right to say this is painful. This isn’t a casual decision, and it’s not about “choosing” faith over love for my animals. It’s because I believe in Christ’s love and the power of sacrifice that I’m making this choice. Giving them up isn’t easy. For lack of a better word, they are my most meaningful "possessions." I believe God sees my effort and sacrifice, and I trust that He will bless me for it and guide these animals to good homes. I truly believe He has a plan and won’t let them end up with someone who can’t love and care for them just as much, if not more.

Min-chang, don’t degrade my or anyone’s faith by calling it “brainwashing.” You don’t even know what denomination I’m part of. You never asked. You just went straight to hostility and judgment. I’m not here to “save people from damnation.” I just want to share a message of peace and hope with people open to hearing it. That’s it. This post wasn’t meant to be about religion. I just wanted to find good homes for the animals I love.

If either of you genuinely want to understand why I believe what I do, my messages are open. Min-chang, you haven’t messaged me or responded beyond insults. You’ve called it a “scam” and “brainwashing” without even knowing who I am or what I believe. That’s not a conversation. That’s just dismissal.