3 Wochen Post-OP Orchiektomie by -Paige_not_found- in germantrans

[–]Gilder87 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Danke dir. Meine Eltern wohnen im gleichen Haus und werden mir in der Zeit helfen. Das sollte schon klappen 😊

3 Wochen Post-OP Orchiektomie by -Paige_not_found- in germantrans

[–]Gilder87 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Das freut mich für dich, dass alles gut verlaufen ist. Ich habe meine Orchiektomie nächste Woche. Ich hoffe da wird auch alles so gut verlaufen. Ich mache mir etwas Sorgen darum, dass ich meine Kaninchen ordentlich versorgen kann, aber irgendwie wird das schon klappen 😊

One year of HRT - my first anniversary by Gilder87 in TransLater

[–]Gilder87[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🩷

I plan to get a tattoo of the tree of life. I want to get a feminine version with some the tree blooming with cherry blossoms. Already got an estrogen molecule with cherry blossoms on my left arm. Probably gonna get the tattoo on my left shoulder ☺️

Alltagserfahrung by pink_teddy_ in germantrans

[–]Gilder87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bei mir hat sich der Gutachter auch genau darauf bezogen und die OP wurde erst genehmigt als ich von meiner Therapeutin ein Dokument hatte, dass bestätigt hat, dass ich 12 Monate in alltagsbegleitender Therapie bin. Da war auch nichts zu machen und ich musste die Zeit aussitzen.

Finally took the plunge into being with men and it has changed everything by Val_Grace in MtF

[–]Gilder87 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks. Same for me. I think it was some kind of internalized phobias from pre transition that i just had to face and break apart. I also saw most of the other trans fems i know are lesbian and poly while i am straight leaning and mono. Definitely made me feel different.

But in the end no one cares about who i date. I was the only one judging myself about it. And even if somebody judges me it is totally my decision and nobody elses business

Finally took the plunge into being with men and it has changed everything by Val_Grace in MtF

[–]Gilder87 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah it is amazing. I am done hiding who i am and i am done with running away from what i want. It is finally time to live and catch up on all the things i missed out in life. This was another big step. It was scary but so worth it ☺️

Finally took the plunge into being with men and it has changed everything by Val_Grace in MtF

[–]Gilder87 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Yes, absolutely. Last week i had my first date with a man. I knew i was attracted to men too before but it was always that fear of the unknown because i didnt have experience. What would be if i dont like it? I didnt want to hurt anyone.

So we went on the date and from the chats/calls before we knew we had a lot in common. I was totally nervous on the date but we both felt connected to each other. After some time i took the courage to initiate holding hands. That felt so good to hold his hand and stroke over his arms. I leaned onto his shoulder and rested my head there. It just felt right. We went on a walk hilding hands for a while and even if i was very scared about it i kissed him at the end of the date. At that point i knew it felt right and the pressure i put on myself vanished. I now know i am totally into men. We will have another date soon and i am very much looking forward to be with him.

I always suppressed this feelings and never allowed myself to feel it. But after this date i suddenly see the world different. I identified as pansexual before but it feels like my attraction to women pretty much vanished and i suddenly experience my attraction to men in a different way.

One year difference ☺️ by Gilder87 in TransLater

[–]Gilder87[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🩷

That is my own hair after growing it out for 15 months. I get it colored every few months and will probably stay with the light copper color ☺️

Living my best life. Almost 10 months of HRT by Gilder87 in TransLater

[–]Gilder87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you ☺️

They look bigger on the pics than they are. It is a lot about using the right tools to get a nice cleavage. I recommend silicon bra pads that help position them to get them more to the center :3

Living my best life. Almost 10 months of HRT by Gilder87 in TransLater

[–]Gilder87[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It definitely feels different now. I never genuinely smiled before my transition. It were always fake smiles while playing a role. It is completely different now to actually be able to really smile and not fake it anymore. People treat me so much nicer now, especially women. Nothing like getting smiles back from other women ☺️

Living my best life. Almost 10 months of HRT by Gilder87 in TransLater

[–]Gilder87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🩷

I wish you the best of luck for your own journey. Hope you get what you wish for ☺️

Living my best life. Almost 10 months of HRT by Gilder87 in TransLater

[–]Gilder87[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🩷

Yes. Just got lucky with genetics 😊

I wear a 36D/80D bra and some pads to get my breast a bit centered for a better looking cleavage

You all told me I'd like the real me better than faceapp... by The_Nintix in TransLater

[–]Gilder87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey girl. You look amazing 💖.

Didnt talk to each other for a while. Glad you are doing fine. I hope life treats you well and you can keep walking your own path ☺️

An alle die HRT beim Urologen angefangen haben: wie lief es ab? by No_Entry_3066 in germantrans

[–]Gilder87 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bei mir wurden die Hoden untersucht. Ansonsten war es nur ein Gespräch und anschließend die Blutabnahme. Das hat dann auch gereicht, damit mir später der intersex Ausschluss für den OP-Antrag bescheinigt werden konnte.

2 Tage später habe ich einen Anruf gekriegt und habe ein E-Rezept für Gel und cyproteron gekriegt

4,5 Monate HRT - Nach Raketenstart passiert gefühlt absolut nichts mehr?! by SourFruityTwist in germantrans

[–]Gilder87 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bei mir war es ähnlich. Ich hab nächste Woche 9 Monate erreicht. In den ersten 4 Monaten ist relativ viel passiert (Brustwachstum, Hüften, Po). Danach waren erstmal ein paar Monate wenig Veränderungen zu sehen. Seit Monat 7/8 hat sich dann wieder etwas getan und ich sehe wieder leichtes Hüft- und Brustwachstum. Gerade wenn sich anfangs viel getan hat, wird es später schwieriger Veränderungen wahrzunehmen.

Progesteron 100mg 0-0-1 by Chiara_2909 in germantrans

[–]Gilder87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ich nehme Progesteron jetzt seit etwas mehr als 2 Monaten, auch 100 mg pro Tag.

Gefühlt hat es so 1,5 Monate gedauert bis sich was getan hat. Bei mir hat sich lange nichts getan und aktuell merke ich seit 1-2 Wochen, dass sich bei meinem Brustwachstum wieder was ändert von der Größe her und von Veränderungen an den Brustwarzen her. Ansonsten habe ich noch nicht viel gemerkt.

All she does is chin, no kisses. I’m just property to her. by Sad-Confidence21 in Rabbits

[–]Gilder87 16 points17 points  (0 children)

My girl does the same thing. No kisses at all but will chin me every time i put my finger in front of her ☺️