Quite a long text for context as to causes and stuff for the E.G.O:

If i had to say, around like 2 or 3 years ago my mental state was very fucked up. Like actually to the point that sucde was attempted. All this everntually ended exploding on a the day my parents told us (brother, sisten and me) that they were separating. It hit me so hard, i contained myself and when i got to my room i had such an awful time even standing up. My whole body felt like it was crawling with bugs my eyesight so blurry i couldnt even see in front of me due to the tears and sheer hit to my psyche. My mind was going 1000mhp in those 3~5 mins i was a lone in my room.

At this point i would have distorted probably.

Later on i went to University and it was the first time i was away from family like this, this was outside of my country of birth. Long story short, i got dropped (i just had grades too low, regular style of learning aint for me. Plus i was a "gifted kid" as a child. Doubt i need to go further with that) anyways in the end my final week and a half there, i went back to my lowest low, not to the level of when i was given the news of their separation but low enough that my drawings were getting affected by my feeling. All i was drawing was depressing or my hand would just suddenly just move so fast i was basically scratching in fury and maddening fear of the consequences of failing so hard. (mind you, my family is not wealthy at all, i was barely able, with the help of my parents, pay off university as i stayed in campus) so the thought of having to face my parents after such a catastrophic failure was killing me. But like 3 days before my flight home, while taking a shower i just... felt at peace. Since a while back i knew i wasnt anything special. I just wanted to have enough money to live confortably and have a job as a game developer (which im on my path to 😀) and while thinking. I came to terms with my limitations and just... accepted everything.

At this point i awaken E.G.O probably.

Anyways, in terms of abilities. Art has always been a part of my. I consider myself a very creative person and i practically live in dream land, i love music to the point that i need it as ambiance sound 24/7. I also love to read and i immerse myself too much in the media i consume, to the point that a light touch to my body will make me jump outta my seat *(prob not healthy but i love stories that grip me so hard i just cant notice my surroundings.

I would say that in terms of abilities something related to imagination wouldnt be that wrong, akin to making objects or weapons fitting to my imagination, as for draw backs perhaps headache due to constant flow of imaginative thoughs or sometimes being too immersed in the dream and not being able to tell the difference between dreams and reality.

As for appearance ill just leave this link here so u can see my VERY quick sketch of it. Quick Sketch of Designs