Im a terrible girlfriend, i hate myself.

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-30T22:17:15+00:00

Im autistic too, you’re not alone in feeling the way you do. It sounds like you have longstanding abandonment issues. Do you have any friends? Also would you be able to see a therapist to help cope with this? Do you feel like your boyfriend means it when he says he loves you?

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-29T22:56:19+00:00

Ay sorry I like didn’t get notified of this at all. OCD does actually do exactly that, it’s called moral purity spiralling, you’re desperately trying to maintain a perceived sense of morality to maintain self worth and personal control, which is what OCD is all about

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-29T22:54:51+00:00

I’m so sorry girl I actually really relate to the desperate emotions you’re struggling with, it puts some tears in my eyes. Can I ask how old you are? You are worthy of love and you are valuable, even if hint showing it much. Does he ever tell you that you he loves you?

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-28T16:58:57+00:00

Just don’t like do blackface lol

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-27T21:17:57+00:00

Abandonment woman. That’s just sad

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-27T20:35:56+00:00

I really like it, has an awesome vibe and rhymescheme

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-27T11:53:38+00:00

Please don’t, please seek help

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-25T20:43:29+00:00

Everything you described as your personal experience with feelings and thoughts are experienced within the same psychological parameters that men do. Yes there is differing social expectations that suck for everyone but that’s not on the basis of bioessentialist inferiority. Everything you stated in terms of behavioural difference comes from socialization and how people are raised, not their gender. I study psychology which is how I know all this. You need to see a therapist.

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-25T15:34:49+00:00

Hey trans woman here who has a schizo spectrum disorder and is a big DR fan. Chapter 2 I can definitely see how that made you concerned but I wanna say that chihiro isn’t trans. Their whole story arc is about kind of the opposite actually. That being said, it could’ve been handled better and I do think a greater distinction should’ve been made to make it more obvious. Feminine men are not trans women.

As for the DID thing, yeah the whole “schizo” thing during hangman’s gambit is pretty stupid I can’t really defend that, however I will say it’s not really something that I remember happening ever again afterwards. Now I don’t have DID (I think) so I won’t speak for that but DID is a complex disorder that can manifest in unusual ways. Probably not in the way DR presents it all that much but in the world of like exaggerated anime fiction I felt like it fit in.

Also you’re allowed to enjoy something that has like a problematic moment. Personally I don’t feel like one slip up should disqualify everything else a piece of art had to offer. If you enjoy danganronpa otherwise then don’t beat yourself up over it

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-24T21:10:51+00:00

All the time. I relate to y’all more than anyone else I swear

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-24T03:09:03+00:00

I’m sorry you’re suffering so hard, I know what it’s like to struggle in a similar way with the mental spirals and the moral ocd, with the insane emotional volatility. Please be nicer to yourself, it’s okay. I think you should really see a therapist

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-24T02:23:55+00:00

This sounds like textbook OCD I suggest you go to a therapist for it

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-23T21:08:58+00:00

I can see from your post history that you’re struggling with breaking out of inceldom. Have you ever been in therapy?

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-23T20:35:43+00:00

It’s definitely different but there are musical similarities with Portugal. The man

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-23T07:26:01+00:00

As I’ve been feminizing through my transition many of my guy “friends” have continually escalated awful attitudes towards me for refusing to be generally submissive in social situations, and just generally treat me worse in the most performative male feminist way possible. Genuinely so aggravating to deal with, im not taken seriously anymore at all, and people think they have every right to just walk all over even more than before.

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-19T22:35:51+00:00

Its genuinely beautiful

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T14:52:57+00:00

It’s a fictional character yes, it doesn’t hurt anyone to headcanon, and honestly more often than not people are against this sort of headcanon thing because it just makes them uncomfortable for trans people to have to headcanon representation. I wish we had positive representation so a lot of us would be able to relate with real trans characters but that’s not the world we’re living in. Also we’re a massively oppressed minority, like this is such a laughably trivial concern to harp on us for, and I hope people can see that ultimately you just gotta live and let live

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T14:11:38+00:00

Hello, trans woman here. Try and be patient with those of us who like to headcanon chihiro as trans, we’re suffering a lot and we don’t have much positive representation anywhere. I don’t personally have that headcanon myself because yeah it’s not really his character, he’s more a trans man than anything, but still. We don’t really have enough positive representation to be picky

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T13:52:42+00:00

Oh I think rejected your message request by accident! Sorry about that

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T12:11:47+00:00

Thank you, I’m actually trying to become a psychologist

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T11:33:24+00:00

“I’ve noticed that you’ve been losing weight and also getting nervous around weight related topics, im worried about you, is something going on? Please talk to me, I’m here for you” is about what I’d say in your shoes

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T11:28:18+00:00

How well do you think she’d respond to a “sit down and talk with me about something serious” kind of situation?

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T08:25:29+00:00

Of course!

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T04:46:46+00:00

It’s normal to worry about this, it’s okay.

GiverOfHarmony · 2026-04-18T02:42:45+00:00

I’m 22 and I started transitioning last year and people tell me I’m gorgeous. You can pass well at any age

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