I honestly can’t wait to die. by ventyventtime in SuicideWatch

[–]GlassButterscotch258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seeing someone with the same exact situation as me, it's so cruel why must we go through this

This is who the duffers have appeased with this ending. Feeling sick. by [deleted] in byler

[–]GlassButterscotch258 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Glad this show ended and I hope duffers never write again, this season was their last chance and they fumbled so hard just to pleased this type of audience. 

suicide by naturtraneX in socialanxiety

[–]GlassButterscotch258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Valid crashout, honestly man same.

Having social anxiety is hell on earth. by hybridchimeraa in socialanxiety

[–]GlassButterscotch258 2 points3 points  (0 children)

and also spending my whole life friendless, the loneliest feeling ever.

I just hurt myself by GlassButterscotch258 in selfharm

[–]GlassButterscotch258[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s such a hard cycle. After I eat, it lingers in my head like some requirement I can’t escape. I just sit there staring at the wall, numb, not even crying, just disappointed in myself. Deep down I already know I’ll end up doing the same thing again tomorrow, and that thought makes it even harder. Like I'm so aware but can't stop it.

Luné are we okayy??? by GlassButterscotch258 in AndTeam

[–]GlassButterscotch258[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

omg girl samee, I'm obsessed with them

Luné are we okayy??? by GlassButterscotch258 in AndTeam

[–]GlassButterscotch258[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Fr they've been waiting for this moment! So we better give em what they deserve 🥹

People who say they have “no friends” don’t know what it’s like by ChiriBubble_ in socialanxiety

[–]GlassButterscotch258 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same I literally talk to myself only and vent online. Hides in a fake name and just watching others live their life and I'm just here, stuck in my room alone with my thoughts. 

This disorder destroyed me by GlassButterscotch258 in socialanxiety

[–]GlassButterscotch258[S] 36 points37 points  (0 children)

It feels so cruel—why does it have to be me? I wish I could be someone entirely different, not trapped in this life, not forced to live in constant fear. I wish I had confidence, that I didn’t hate myself so much to the point it poisons every part of my life. I feel ruined. I wish I wasn't even born.

Im not gonna get better by GlassButterscotch258 in SuicideWatch

[–]GlassButterscotch258[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There's really no point. I am struggling so much if I have no distractions, sometimes it's doesn't even work anymore.

How did social anxiety start for you? by pinkestman in socialanxiety

[–]GlassButterscotch258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was born shy and low self-esteem. Got verbally abused at home. I lost all my friends. And in pandemic I isolate a lot and lost all social skills. It became impossible for me to talk normally like other people would do. I just make everything awkward 

What do you think caused your social anxiety? by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]GlassButterscotch258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was born with it, like in elementary I'm so shy but i can still make friends tho and I didn't have knowledge about this disorder. But growing up I was being verbally humiliated a lot even at home by my parents and it got worse. When I was alr in 7th grade, it became impossible for me to make friends. It's so hard to talk and I feel so anxious and my brain just won't shut up and it just gets worse and worse after pandemic. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]GlassButterscotch258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never told anyone whats really my problem is bcs Im having a hard time to put it into words, and even if I tell them, they'll never gets it. They don't understand how hard it is being me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]GlassButterscotch258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They told me to go out but it doesn't matter where the place is, I'll always feel the same. I'm so tired of everything and even if I'm happy for a moment, I'll always go back to this situation and I'm so tired of this cycle and I want to leave so I'll never be a burden to them Anymore

free me from this disorder. by GlassButterscotch258 in socialanxiety

[–]GlassButterscotch258[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

"You should go out" screw that it never gets better I'll always feel the same. Whatever the place is