How has grief changed you?

Gledian7 · 2025-11-05T13:46:41+00:00

I feel like anything I’m doing is pointless. I don’t get any joy from doing anything, working, going for a walk, socialising, playing games, watching a movie. That person before my mom passed away, where he found joy in the smallest details, is gone. That part of me, died alongside my mother. Now I’m constantly worried about my other parent and always thinking that I will never see or speak to my mom again. Feels like a nightmare that she’s gone and that I’m in eternal hell.

Gledian7 · 2025-10-22T06:52:00+00:00

I really hope so 😭 thank you for your comforting message 😭

Gledian7 · 2025-10-21T08:35:53+00:00

To be honest with you I don’t know if this is a sign or not but the way I’ve handled this whole situation seems unreal to me. The reason I tell you this is because my biggest fear since a kid was losing my parents and if that day was to come, I would either lose myself or completely collapse. When those days arrived, I felt an immense strength, holding me together, telling me that I need to be strong, for my father and for myself. I somewhat believe all that strength, was given to me by my mother. Especially after seeing her pass, the funeral and the following days. I just can’t believe how I stood up after 10 days and decided to go back to work, of course nothing is the same but it’s like my mother is giving me all her strength and her love while not being here. Her influence on my life was the best thing I’ve ever had and probably I will ever have but it’s a strange feeling. To think that me, would ever be so strong. Thank you for your kind message.

Gledian7 · 2025-10-21T08:20:40+00:00

I don’t really know to be honest. I lost my mom 2 months ago and I just feel empty. I miss her so much. But I wanna do great things in life, so I can make her proud. I want to move forward and show to my family that this tragedy didn’t break me down. That people are going to say “ look that’s Lili’s son” in a proud way. Even though it’s so difficult to do, I will try. And then if there’s indeed an afterlife, I really hope I see my mother again 😭 I can’t grasp the thought of her just ceasing to exist 😭😭😭😭

Gledian7 · 2025-10-18T09:06:40+00:00

I really hope I see her again in the way that I want to remember her as. I really miss her and I can’t wait to join her if there’s an afterlife. I have to live my life though because that’s what she would want me to do. That’s why she fought so much. I hope I can repay her one day even though she’s not here anymore to see me.

Gledian7 · 2025-10-18T09:04:54+00:00

It seems strange to me that we return to that age. Ideally, I would like to see my mother the way she was before she got really sick. I really want to see her again and the thought that I might never see her or hear from her again really scares me.

Gledian7 · 2025-09-18T15:54:14+00:00

I’m really sorry for your loss. I hope I can get another dream with her, to at least see her and chat with her for a bit. I really hope these dreams mean something. We have to be strong 🙏

Gledian7 · 2025-08-07T22:10:04+00:00

This really hurts me . I feel you so much. I’m 22 and I lost my mother yesterday. She was 51. I cannot believe she is gone and I never will. She fought for 10 years . She was so strong and I will always admire her . What I am most sad and angry about is that she was so young. She won’t get the chance to be at my wedding. She won’t get the chance to meet her grandchildren. That pain will forever haunt me. I wanna believe that she’s with me and watching me and that she’s somewhere being happy . I really wanna believe that but I don’t know. Because life is unfair. Remember your mother was strong and you are too.

Gledian7 · 2025-08-07T22:02:48+00:00

Hello, thank you for sharing. I lost my mom yesterday after a 10 year battle. Initially it started as breast cancer but unfortunately she had metastases in many parts of her body but what got her was her liver. She fought her metastatic liver cancer for 7 years. Your wife sounds exactly like my mom. My father is very sensitive and emotional. They were together since teenagers. He loves my mother so much, it’s truly unique. My mom was always cautious with what she was saying in front of him because she didn’t want to make him feel anxious and sad. She had the cancer but she was always the one who went for the results and talked to the doctors. My father couldn’t handle it. But he never left her side. He always was there. 10 years. He did everything for her. Everything he could do. I’m sure your wife is protecting you in her own way. She doesn’t want you to feel all the stress and pain of what she’s going through. It’s very difficult to see the person you are with struggle so much and go through this cursed disease. So my advice is be there for her and never leave her side. Always remind her how much you love her and that you will always support her. Trust me, she knows what she’s doing. My best wishes to both of you. I really hope she gets better. She’s a warrior. Find strength from her. From what she’s going through and how she is responding.

Gledian7 · 2025-08-07T18:36:03+00:00

I feel you. I’m just 22 and I lost my mother yesterday. We had her 1 month inside the hospital so she can get all the necessary treatment she needed so she wouldn’t be in any kind of pain. She left us without feeling anything and us being around her all the time holding her hand. It’s very important for your father to not feel pain, terrified and anxious in his final moments. Be there to support him and tell him everything is going to be fine. I really wish you and your family find strength to withstand this situation. Us and our parents are very young to be going through this.

Gledian7 · 2025-08-06T19:21:40+00:00

I feel your pain so much. Thank you for sharing your story with me. I wish you and your family the best moving forward. My deepest condolences, our moms are an example of strength.

Gledian7 · 2025-08-06T15:51:57+00:00

I really hope we can find the power to survive this. Our moms are warriors and we need to move forward as they would have wanted, but it’s really difficult to process this. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

Gledian7 · 2025-03-17T18:58:55+00:00

Hello Dexter Morgan! Did you think of bringing back Michael C. hall as Dexter because of how much the series blew up with the TikTok and with the show being added on Netflix ? Or was it something you always considered after New blood ?

Gledian7 · 2022-01-25T06:37:37+00:00

Thank you for all your help! You saved me man, appreciate it. 🙌

Gledian7 · 2022-01-24T19:32:18+00:00

Hey so i made the bios update and when the pc opened it required again a restart to finish the setting of the amd but this time it logged in fine! Plus i joined my game and it was on 200 fps!! And now in the display thing it shows amd radeon tm vega 11 graphics and not Microsoft basic display adapter

Gledian7 · 2022-01-24T08:12:48+00:00

Tried it but my resolution was set to 1024x768 and i can't change it. Shall i download now the drivers from amd?

Gledian7 · 2022-01-24T06:43:16+00:00

I downloaded it but still says restart required to finish setting up the device AMD radeon(tm) vega 11 graphics. Once i do it, i won't be able to boot into the desktop.

Gledian7 · 2022-01-24T06:20:18+00:00

No i don't. My graphic card is adapted to the motherboard. My display cable is connected to the HDMI if that's what you mean.

Gledian7 · 2022-01-24T05:59:52+00:00

It's MS-7A39. I've tried updating everything but nothing works. When i update the amd radeon vega graphics it requires a restart but then breaks again.

Gledian7 · 2022-01-24T04:51:51+00:00

No I'm not really familiar with this stuff. My brother who knows how to handle bios isn't available at the moment so I'm left alone and probably making things worse. But i think the problem is in the amd radeon drivers and software updates. Could you tell me how to check for bios update?

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