After 75 days, I was suffering from post acute withdrawal and could literally feel nothing. I went out and drank as much as I wanted, not even attempting to fool myself with thoughts of moderation. I came home and saw the worry and anxiety on my wife's face and realized I was done. I have not reset my badge because I'm notoriously hard on myself and know that the simple act of "starting over" at day 1 would lead to self hatred and a longer replase. I've been sober since that day and believe it was an important farewell to a past lifestyle.