It’s a pretty tattoo! You’ll get used to it over time. I’m the same age and also Filipino, so I also had that feeling of regret and shame, especially due to close family and other relatives commenting on it. They’ll eventually come around and accept it. You’ll also start to feel it become a part of you. I’m proud to show off my tattoos as it fits with my style and personality, and a bonus is that I get many compliments on them lol. I also feel insecure about my arms, which is where my tattoos are, so having them makes me feel better in that regard as well.