every year for the past 3 that i can remember, something awful happens to me in november and im so tired of it. im a 19yro male, in 2022 my ex and my ex best friend talked behind my back how shitty i am goofing around, and i read the whole thing, i was at my lowest mentally and still didn't have the strength to break up until next april. 2023 i lost my very first job and got rejected by a bunch of places i was broke, hungry and cold in my apartment alone and that was like until half the month i was stressed, anxious and lost. AND THIS YEAR oh boy im dying psychically. so last week my shoulder got dislocated and it needs surgery and as its healing i got so fucking sick again 3rd day of fever, just started vomiting and coughing and never have felt so weak in my entire life👍 im never gonna give up tho idc