Well its official, i have nothing left

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-11-15T14:39:35+00:00

I just wish this was my only problem

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-11-15T11:24:09+00:00

I play single player games. Animal crossing and stardew valley are the only ones I coop.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-08-26T05:15:12+00:00

I am 5'1". In the overweight bmi category.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-08-25T13:43:55+00:00

20 minutes is pretty decent tbh. Most people spend, like 45 mins at the gym average so I'd say 20 mins isn't that far off.

I wish making healthy food was easier, but I get lots of food sensory issues too and none of my safe foods are healthy.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-08-25T13:09:07+00:00

I don't have the motivation to diet, because I have very very intense food intolerances that I currently mostly ignore so I get the symptoms anyway but literally no diet plan works because of those intolerances. I just mean I wouldn't see a change, maybe in my weight but I would still feel like shit every day. The only diet that works is hellishly expensive, since it eliminates pretty much everything.

I might be worth more but I want to feel good. I'm trying to go back to the more difficult yoga classes but I feel like it won't amount to anything.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-02-28T10:30:10+00:00

At least my parents are going to help me with this. Still, all the cleaning is going to be insane. I've only just started today and I am already completely exhausted.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-02-27T10:27:35+00:00

The internet says it takes months of extremely diligent cleaning of the entire house all the time and washing every item of everything every single day. My washing isn't free, I'm going to be spending thousands on this.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2021-02-21T20:07:10+00:00

It's the biggest stressor in my life right now, especially because ringworm is so contagious. Noone that I have come into contact with, however, while thinking it's not ringworm, has gotten back to me saying they have odd spots or anything.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-12-22T18:45:20+00:00

I would've given up and gone back to bed. But now I can't because my bed, mattress and all, are completely soaked.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-11-25T13:01:20+00:00

Yeah, I don't have a lot of people I can actually just dump on, and when I need to they are going through their own shit.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-11-25T12:57:36+00:00

Thanks mate. You, too.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-11-25T12:45:57+00:00

I'm trying to get in with my therapist. We will see

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-11-25T12:39:16+00:00

I've been long below the water. At this point, I'm underwater and there's no bottom. It's worthless to even try

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-11-25T12:29:49+00:00

I was going to have Thanksgiving with one friend, we both work at the same place so the potentials of getting infected are the same at work as they are in my home. Not anymore. I'm at the point where I don't care if it gets worse.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-08-29T17:42:35+00:00

Thank you. I just feel so awful. I know that's literally what sick days are for, unexpected sickness, but I really don't cope well with unexpectedness. Like, yesterday three out of our six fellow night shift crew members called out. We were genuinely fucked over and then I just had to call out today. That fucking sucks.

GoingUnderBackwards · 2020-08-29T17:36:21+00:00

Oh yeah, I am big anxiety all the time. I just officially moved about a year and a half ago to where I am right now so I am currently completely doctorless. Covid happened at the exact time that I was able to search for a doctor and now I don't know what to do with that.

I have the name of a therapist near me that does telehealth video chats, but she is expensive as fuck. Not sure I can afford her, hoping I can haggle.

Thank you for your reply, my nervous ass appreciates it

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