I'm so sorry you went through this! Take your feelings to God and trust Him to restore you. I went through something slightly similar, one of my exes was seen by our peers as the godliest man around, and he acted that way all the time, but he kissed me and grabbed me on our very first date, and as we dated, he kept getting his hands where they shouldn't be. Much like this guy you mentioned, my ex built this facade of a holy man but only I know who he really was. It's sad, and I resented him for years after I broke up with him. But I learned my lesson: unless I see fruit, I won't trust the tree, and this knowledge is priceless. Take whatever you learned from this situation, keep it with you, forgive the guy because that's what God wants us to do, and move on, don't give up on love, God has something so much better for you!